sincerely

dix-sept

my life as electra heart

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i'd like to dedicate this to a. d. - stay the fuck away from my music you fake bitch
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my life is a play; i pretend to be people i am not.
you were in the audience; i acted as your friend, and even though i wasn't, that's what you thought.

beauty queen on a silver screen; i bleed pink lipstick and cry mascara tears.
living life like i'm in a dream; i've lived like a liar all these years.

pretty lies; i'd say that i loved you and that i'd never leave.
the ugly truth; you only care once i'm gone; you gave no fucks about me.

the day has come where i have died; i've killed off the personality, who with you were once friends.
only to find i've come alive; and now you've seen all sides of me, i no longer have to pretend.

living with identities; i've fooled countless people with all my different faces.
that do not belong to me; i've lived as different people in several different places.

i've lived a lot of different lives; in light of new beginnings, i've killed off all the fakes.
been different people many times; and as far as toxic friendship goes, i'm glad i hit the brakes.

the ugly years of being a fool; you never seemed to let me go, and i always wondered why.
ain't youth meant to be beautiful; you'd sit there laughing in my face every time i cried.

you know i'd rather work alone; you and i both know you never gave a fuck.
then play a supporting role; i'm leaving you now, you selfish bitch. you're on your own - good luck.