parting gift
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i don't feel alive
but i don't feel dead
but everyone i talk to says it's all in my head
so what is the truth?
can i even be sure
that i'm really present in your life anymore?
does anyone care?
i don't think they do
because if they did i'd want to live; i'd want to pull through
but i can't, and i won't
because i wish i was dead
i want to let go of these signs i've misread
nothing's keeping me alive
nothings holding me back
i myself am so fragile and this is where i crack
i'm sorry to leave
sorry to upset you
but nobody wants me around anymore, what makes you think i do?
i can't live like this
so now i refuse
to go on with my life, i'm only old news.
YOU ARE READING
sincerely
Poetryhonestly just a book of love letters at this point. i mostly write about one person but heyyyy i mix it up sometimes. the earlier poems aren't my best wok but they progressively get better.
