Double Life

17| January 6th |P.5

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Maya's POV

The room is silent for a good 5 minutes neither one of us move. We just stay still and stay quite.
I myself am also trying to fight the urge to cry again. To storm out and never come back. To leave everything behind because I know now that I have to tell Riley and I don't know want her to hate me. I would rather leave her than see her be mad at me.

"Farkle." I muster up the courage to say. Slowly he looks up at me from his lap. "What do I do?"
My voice sounds so quite and I have tears threatening to spill again but I bite down on my lip and look up at farkle.

"Maya you couldn't possible have predicted Lucas to do such a thing. It's not your fault it's his. You couldn't just say no I can't go out with him. Your a celebrity imagine what people would have said. She won't hate you it's not your fault." He says pulling me in closer to him. His warm body and soft words comfort me but I still can't shake the feeling that it is partly my fault.

"But I could have told her I was Sabrina and that I was going on a date with Lucas before it happened but I didn't." I whisper.

"Why didn't you?"

I bite down on my lip harder before taking a deep breath "because I have feelings for Lucas."

I feel farkle stiffen next to me. Oh no. I shouldn't have said that. I could have kept that a secret. Lucas didn't know and I didn't have to let anyone know. I have had feelings for Lucas long before I became Sabrina carpenter I could have hidden them forever.

Quickly I get up from the bed and start grabbing my things in the darkness. I run over to his bedroom door and pull it open. Just as I'm about to walk through the doorway it shuts. I look up and above my head is an arm and a hand pressed against the door. I look down not turning to face farkle.

"Maya you need to tell Riley." He says.

"I can't she'll hate me." Tears escape my eyes and flow down my cheeks.

"Maya," farkle turns me around to look at him. He puts his hand under my chin and lifts my head up to look at him. "She won't hate you. She could never hate you. She might be mad. Her feelings towards you might change a little because of this news but know she will always I mean always choose you over any boy!"

I stare into his deep blue eyes. Deep down I knew this was the truth always but I still don't think I can tell her but I know I have to.

"Can you take me to Riley's?" I ask.

"Sure." He replies. I wrap my arms around Farkle's neck and he wraps his long arms around my waist and pulls me close.

•time skip•

The car pulls up in front of rileys building. I take of my seatbelt and open the door.

"Want me to come with you?" Farkle asks.

"No. I think it's better if I did this by myself."

"Well if you need me I'm right down here. I'm not going anywhere."

"Thanks farkle, for evethring. Your a great friend."

We hug one last time before I climb out the car and start walking towards the fire escape.

♛

A/N

→ SO SO sorry it's been like years since I updated. I'm terrible. I've just been really ill. I have this thing called hsp. And I've got the rash and loads of shit going on with my family. But my body is healing and things are calming and I'm gonna try and update more.

→ Sorry this is short my phones gonna die and I wanted to put something out. Wanted this to be longer but because it's not I will try and update again today or 2mmro u guys deserve. Comment if u want me to update today / 2mmro!!

-C