On hold, till further notice
dou.ble life
NOUN
1. a situation in which somebody is simultaneously involved in two sets of circumstances or relationships and keeps each completely separate, and usually secret, from the other
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→Lucaya...
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Date: January 6th, 2017
'You can fall in love with almost anyone. There are certain people, however, that you are not supposed to fall in love with. A good friend's ex or, even worse, your best friend's current boyfriend/girlfriend. T
hat's the ultimate no-no, isn't it?' -an unkown article.
The past two days I have hidden out at Riley's house. I don't want to see mum and Shawn, for multiple reasons. They know I am here and don't mind but they have said they want me home soon and knowing Corey and Riley they will hold some sort of intervention to make me and Shawn 'buddies' again. It's not that I hate him, it's just that he thinks he has the right to act like my dad just because he is getting married to my mum. He isn't my dad so he can't boss me around and make me feel bad. Of course i am happy for them i just wish Shawn had maybe asked me before he proposed i feel like i should give my blessing and if we keep avoiding each other I'm never going to be able to. Riley keeps telling me to make the first move to apologize for running away but i think they should make the first the move and apologize to me.
I've attended school (duh when your with the Matthews there is no way to skip) and did all my late homework with the help of Riley, Farkle and Smakle. They thought it would be good to distract me and it was a good distraction. Lucas hasn't spoken to us and he hasn't been hanging around with us at lunch and at topangas. he has only been in some classes and i see him around the school by himself watching us. I don't know why he doesn't just come up to use and apologize to Riley and cancel the date with me/Sabrina.
So yes today is the day that I am going on my date with none other than my crush since I laid eyes on him, Lucas Friar and I'm not excited for it. In fact i'm so scared. What if he recognizes its me and turns me down, leaves. Or worse tells Riley and she finds out I betrayed her!
"Maya!" Riley shouts in my ear. "Wakey Wakey!"
I roll over and groan. Suddenly the support underneath me vanishes and then I'm met with the feeling of fluffy rug. I open my eyes and sit up.
"Rilesss!" I moan.
"Hey you told me to wake you up, said you have something important to do today. Personal i think today is the best day to go home and see your mum and Shawn. You guys can't keep putting it off." she rambles helping me up onto my feet.
"Well I guess your right cause I have to go home today any ways."
"Wait...really! Why?"
"Nothing important just need something from home."
"Great. Dad's gonna be glad you and Uncle Shawn are working things out. He can give you a lift if you like. He's taking Auggie to his swimming lessons any way and you house is on they way."
