Forced | BTS Kim Seok Jin ☑

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---Jin's point of view---

I woke up in a hospital bed, my head was pounding and I felt weak. I must have collapsed after the end of our concert. Great. I noticed a beautiful doctor sitting next to my bed carefully looking over some papers. Seeing her after waking up was great. She looked too young to be a doctor, but I could tell she definitely was a doctor, and my doctor at that. I tried to start a conversation with her, but she seemed not to notice me speaking. I called her again and nothing. I wonder what she's thinking, she had a slight tint of blush on her cheeks, I hope its for me. 

I decided to reach out for her hand to get her attention. She finally turned to look at me. Her face was a work of art, she definitely was too young to be a doctor, and too beautiful to be real. She looked quit shocked when I grabbed her hand. I swear I saw the blush across her soft cheeks intensify. 

I asked her why I was here and she quickly transformed her demeanor and explained everything to me. "Thank you cutie," I said to her with a wink. That slipped out without me intending it to, but the way she flustered again was worth it. She left the room in quit a rush after telling me that my manager, Namjoon, and Hoseok were outside waiting to see me.

Namjoon and Hoseok were the first to enter. They came up to me and hugged me. "Hyung you have to be more careful on stage," Namjoon lectured me, "and you have to take better care of your health! Instead of going out after our schedules to get drunk and do who knows what you should stay in the dorms with us and rest!" Hoseok chimed in, "Hyung he has a point, not only are you tired from going out and being drunk all time, you are also stressed over the fact that you got caught by the paparazzi. Your body is telling you it can't keep up with your new lifestyle. Honestly we can't stand to watch you do this to yourself either hyung. Please stop doing this to yourself."

"Don't worry you guys I'm fine, didn't the doctors tell you? Oh yeah, was the girl that was in here a doctor? She seemed too young to be a doctor." I questioned them. "Yes Jin she is a doctor, her name is Kim Ji Su and she is the daughter of the owner and director of this hospital," the manager informed me, "and unlike you, she has an amazing and untainted image. You should learn from her. You, on the other hand, are ruining your image and if you keep this up you will lose fans and hurt your group. I don't want to see you fall any deeper into this hole you are digging yourself into Jin. Please come back to your senses and fix this before it gets out of hand!"  I just shrugged to him and scoffed.

"I think I am free to do as I please with my free time." I rebuked.

"fine, I tried to help you. You brought this on yourself." The manager answered defeated.

I couldn't believe I was being compared to my doctor. Not only was she cute and smart, she is also the girl who has been on the news as of late. They keep mentioning how amazing she is for being a doctor at such a young age, and so dedicated to helping the community via volunteer work. She was the Miss Goody two shoes of Korea at the moment, and I, on the other hand, was being exposed as a drunk and vile human being to my fans. I knew that as soon as my members came in they would lecture me about my new found love for going out, but, to be honest, it was my only escape from our hectic schedule. Drinking allowed me to break loose and enjoy myself freely. It was all going great until I was photographed leaving the club, clearly drunk, with a really hot girl (too bad I can't remember her).

After assuring the members that I was ok, they called the rest of the group to let them know that I was doing fine. I was so distracted watching Hoseok and Namjoon talk on the phone with Yoongi that I didn't notice a man walk into the room. He seemed important and commanded respect. He was talking something over with my manager while sneaking glances at me. I figured they were talking about security issues and didn't pay much attention to them. The man invited my manager to his office and they left the room. I guessed that the manager had some paper work to fill out.