[ Completed ♥️ 23 August 2017 ]
#50 in Fanfics 1.6.18
•Book 1•
Imagine being forced to marry your bias, sounds spectacular doesn't it? For Kim Ji Su, being told that she was being forced into an arranged marriage with Jin, her bias in BTS, seemed...
(*Play 'So Far Away' while reading this to give you a better understanding of Jin's feelings *)
Jin --
After their encounter, Jin made his way to their dorm. He wanted to drink until he no longer remembered what he had just seen. He wanted to drown his anger and sadness in alcohol. However, tomorrow was the wedding. He knew that if he drank he would get in a lot of trouble with the company and the Kim family.
When he got to the dorm he stormed into his room. He knocked things over and mindlessly broke things. He was blinded by his rage. He screamed out of desperation as tears started to streak his cheeks. He couldn't believe that his roommate, his best friend in BTS was going behind his back and seeing the girl he was supposed to marry. He couldn't understand why he did that to him. There were thousands of other girls in this world, so why did he have to go after HIS Ji Su.
As he looked at the floor, he saw that some pictures had scattered on the floor. He picked one up and noticed it was one from their engagement photo shoot. He wished he could travel back to that time when he was blissfully ignorant of Ji Su's and Yoongi's relationship. It all seemed so far away. He had grown to love and cherish that girl. He had come to anticipate the day he could officially call her his. He was anticipating the day she would say 'I do.' He lived for the day she would say 'I love you' back.
Jin believed that day would never come.
Everyday they are together would be a cruel reminder that he will never own Ji Su's heart.
Jin walked to the kitchen and burned the picture. Just as the picture disappeared into nothing but ashes, so would he try and destroy all his feelings for her.
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******** Wedding Day*********
Today is the big day. The day that Jin and Ji Su join their lives. There was no going back now.
Jin got ready with the help of his stylist. He was surprisingly calm and collected. He did not try to run away. He did not ask for Ji Su. He did not ask if Yoongi actually came home last night. He didn't protest. He didn't show emotion. He just did as he was told. He was trying to avoid feeling. He didn't want to feel sad, mad, jealous, or betrayed. He deep down hoped that after the wedding things might change. He was hoping that after Ji Su spent more time with him, she might forget the other man currently in her life and have a change of heart. However, Jin couldn't help but think that Ji Su and Suga might run away together. Their might not be a wedding today.
Today was the start of forever...........
........Forever in pain.
........Forever drowned in sadness.
........Forever unloved.
Jin was driven to the church where the wedding would take place. He was instructed to stand by the altar and await the arrival of his bride. Rap Monster stood besides him as his best man. He had always thought that Yoongi would be his best man when he got married, but instead Young was the man stealing his bride-to-be.
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He forced a smile at the various cameras snapping pictures of this unforgettable day. Jin was pretty sure Ji Su would not show up.
Deep down inside he wanted her to run, to run as far away from him as possible.
