Forced | BTS Kim Seok Jin ☑

14

---- flash back to the day before the wedding ----

--- Ji Su's point of view---

Jin stormed out of my office after my dad came in. Leaving me hurt and angry. He didn't let me explain. I wasn't able to clear this misunderstanding. He just released his wrath upon us two. Assuming the worst. Painting me out to be a cynical, disgusting person, once again, while accusing his best friend of being the same.

"Ji Su why was Jin here screaming like that. I could here him from across the hall." My dad began, "Hello Mr. Yoongi we meet again after a heated discussion with Jin I see." He continued.

I tried explaining the situation to my dad. "Appa Yoongi came here after his fan meeting to just meet up as friends and chat. He's been a great support to me you see. Ever since I found out about the wedding that you forced on me, he's been by my side trying to help me out. Jin just misunderstood the situation. We are just friends. That's it."

My dad just nodded and left.

"You know, I knew he would misunderstand. At first, I approached you so that Jin would get jealous. I knew that if he felt that he was losing you, he would come to his senses and see you for who you are. A sweet, smart, and beautiful lady. I wanted to make sure that he didn't make anyone suffer gain. I wanted him to give up his bad habits and hang onto you. But here we are. I made things worst didn't I." Yoongi told me and scratched the back of his head.

I just smiled at his sweet intentions. Ever since I woke up from passing out, me and Yoongi have gotten close. We even found out that his mother was one of my patients and he thanked me for having treated his mother. We meet and had coffee when he was free, and just chatted. He at first tried convincing me to run away from this marriage. He wanted me to be safe from Jin for my sake and Jin's sake. He explained that Jin was acting quite reckless and that he was afraid Jin would harm me. I could tell Yoongi felt really bad of what happened.

However, no matter how I looked at Jin had changed and he was growing one me. I had given up on the idea of avoiding the marriage. Yoongi  had thanked me for deciding to give Jin a chance. He explained that Jin was going through a rough patch and acting out of character. He elucidated that Jin in reality wasn't a person into drinking, clubbing, or picking up girls.  From what I could tell, Yoongi really cared fro Jin and was just looking out for him. I was starting to be thrilled by the idea of getting closer to Jin. Then this happened.

He came by today to ask me to if it would be ok for him and the rest of BTS to perform at the wedding. He said it would make him feel honored if he got to sing to his best friend and future wife. And I happily agreed. I was so thrilled by the idea that I hugged him, and that is when Jin walked in.

It was all a misunderstanding, again. He said very hurtful things. My heart was hurt. I had finally gotten to see sweet, caring, and romantic Jin. I was staring to forget the pain, and replace it with love in my heart. With every day we spent together, I felt my love for him flourishing and unraveling. I had always had a crush on him, as a fellow army. The idea of having to marry him seemed more and more appealing, to the point where I was actually looking forward to it.

This was all over now. Jin hurt me again. He said he would change, that he would be different. However, all I saw was the same headstrong, rude jerk from before. He didn't even try to understand the situation and made his own assumptions. I guess he never truly meant what he said about me before. he didn't think I was sweet or whatever. Guess I got played by him again.