Forced | BTS Kim Seok Jin ☑

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--- Jin's Point of View ---

Much to my dismay, I was pulled out from the depths of darkness in which I wanted to get lost in.

I was awake.

I opened my eyes to find Mr. Kim and my manager having a heated discussion.

After hearing their words I just found myself in a state of shock:

"I won't let that boy near my girl ever AGAIN!!!! How dare he do this to MY baby!!! If something happens to my grandchild I will make sure to bring Big Hit down!" Mr. Kim yelled at my manager.

"Mr. Kim please calm down. We just have to hope for the best. They are both in the hospital! Our Jin was also affected. Jin just made a mistake. Give him one more chance." The manager tried convincing Mr. Kim.

"Jin was also affected? He did this to himself!!! How dare he treat my princess like some street trash!!!! The only piece of trash here is HIM!!!! I will start processing the divorce papers and God forbid something happening to either Ji Su or her baby. I'll make sure to make him pay! I'll make sure he never gets to meet my daughters baby!" Mr. Kim said.

I accidentally hit the side of the bed with my elbow and the sound made both of them look over at me.

My manager moved in front of me shielding me from Mr. Kim.

Mr. Kim rushed over to me and pushed my manager aside. He grabbed me by the collar and shook me.

"HOW DARE YOU WAKE UP BEFORE MY JI SU!!!! How dare you hurt my princess like that!!!! My Ji Su doesn't deserve this!!! You did this to them!!! It was all Y O U!!!! I'll make sure you never see either of them again, you don't deserve them!!" He vowed as he let me go and stormed out of the hospital room.

I sat there unable to cry. Unable to understand.

His burning words scathed my heart.

He had also referred to the child as mine. He said I hurt my child. He said I would never get to meet my child. He said I didn't deserve them.

I looked at my manager for answers!

Inside my head I was going crazy!!!

MY CHILD!!!! My child and Ji Su were in danger because of me.

My child.

MY CHILD.

I began trying to rip away all the cables connected to me. I began to tear up and I tried getting out of the bed, but my manager stopped me and held on to me.

I stopped and just sobbed uncontrollably feeling my heart being torn from my chest. I hurt the person who showed me her great and forgiving love and I put the child she was carrying for me in danger too.

I don't deserve to live. I am the worst kind of trash there is like Mr. Kim said.

My manager hugged me and placed soothing pats on my back.

"Jin calm down. You have to be strong for the three of you. We all make mistakes. Every one will be fine." He began. "Luckily your wife's friend was there at the hotel and was able to do the initial check up. Your wife and child are still in critical state but their still fighting. Jin you have to get your head back on straight and fight for them. Mr. Kim came as soon as he was informed of your wife's condition. You heard Mr. Kim, he doesn't want you anywhere near them and I can't blame him for that."

"You were unconscious for almost an entire day. The rest of the boys are here in the hospital. They've been waiting in the private waiting room waiting to hear updates about your wife and baby. Everyone is disappointed in you Jin. But I know your not like this. You need to start taking responsibility for your family and thinking about how you'll fix this mess. It won't be easy but you have to if you want to get to see your child." His words made me cry even harder.

I had no right to want to have both of them by my side, but the only thing that I wanted was them. I want to continue my married life with Ji Su. I want to have her by my side. I want to see her belly grow as our baby grows. I want to see my baby as it grows. I want to hear the baby's first words and see the baby take it's first steps. I want to be there for all of it. I want to have a family.

I want to have them.

I have to find a way of keeping them. Even if I have to pull heaven and the starts down for Ji Su, I'll find a way to make her forgive me. Yet I know that what I did to them is unforgivable.

I can't just sit around and feel sorry for myself. I have to do something I have to fight to keep my family.

I have to find a way to make things right. I have to.

I have to.

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