kiss me ➳ taylor caniff

chapter eleven

Chicago

Jack, Jack, and I walked into the hotel together, having flew in to Chicago together.

Jack Gilinsky was my neighbor and our bedroom windows were about 4 feet away from each other, so over the month we've had conversations through the windows and seen a few accidental sights of each other.

"Shawn couldn't come because he's canadian," Aaron frowned as he approached us, giving me a hug as we walked to the elevator.

"Is Taylor here?" I asked.

"In his room," Aaron replied. I nodded as we stepped into the elevator.

"You guys made up right?" Jack J questioned.

"Yes sir," I nodded, the elevator opening on our floor. I laughed at the sight of Cameron in the wheelchair and he flipped me off.

"I'm a fucktard I know," he laughed. I leaned down and hugged him and Taylor waked over, hugging me tightly.

"I'm so sorry babe," he said into my ear.

"I'm sorry too," I sighed, burying my head into his neck and inhaling his scent.

"You don't have to apologize," he said, wrapping his arm around my waist as he pulled out of the hug.

The elevator opened again, Nash coming out. I fought back the urge to jump into my best friend's arms because I knew it would make Taylor mad and we didn't need that.

I had decided that sometime this weekend, I would give it to Taylor.

He may have fucked up but it's been nearly 3 months and he hasn't given up. He didn't give up like any other guy I've been with and that proved something.

7 pm

We all sat in Carter's room on our phones while Cameron talked about how idiotic he felt for stepping on a tin can.

The boys all eventually began to act like boys, starting with Cameron.

Then Jack with the teddy bear.

Then Matt.

"I think I should go now," I laughed, standing. Taylor pulled me back down.

"Nope this is the best part, lay down."

I lied down in the center of the bed and all of the boys laughed so hard I was sure they wouldn't be able to breathe soon.

Carter turned on "Grind on me" and Taylor did the move with me underneath him, making me feel uncomfortable but I laughed anyways.

"Tatiana looked so uncomfortable!" Matt screamed as he laughed, burying his face into a pillow to keep his laughter quiet. Taylor laughed, pulling me into a hug as we laughed.

"I did it for the vine,"

I shoved him, everyone laughing hysterically.

"I sent it to Shawn!" Aaron laughed.

"I wish I knew what was happening.." Hayes said, walking into to the room with Mahogany, Jacob, and food.

"Check Vine," Cameron said, breathing in deeply before cracking up again.

"No!" I laughed, pulling out my phone and seeing the vine.

"TAYTIANA!!"

"So jealous"

"Taylor and Tatiana 4ev 😂"

I revined as I read comments.

All of the vines the boys made of them acting like horny asses were deleted and I thanked god because I didn't want hate for Taylor grinding on me.

Taylor took me to his room but this time he didn't try anything.

"Next magcon we're going to California again." Taylor grinned. I threw my leg over him, catching him by surprise as I straddled his lap.

"What are you doing?" He asked, amusement in his voice.

"Sitting," I shrugged, setting my arms on his shoulders.

"You little tease!" He accused as I tried to hide the smile on my face.

"What?" I asked innocently, scooting forward. He grabbed my waist and flipped us over, making me laugh.

"You know what you were doing," he said, leaning down so our foreheads touched.

"Mhmm." I grinned, looking into his eyes. His eyes flicked to my lips and I kissed him without further question.

Right as Taylor slipped his hand under my shirt, there was a knock at the door.

Taylor groaned and walked over to it, opening the door. Matt walked in with the biggest smirk on his face and he knew he interrupted something.

"Hey guys, everyone else is asleep so I'm gonna watch you two until you go to sleep so Tatiana doesn't get pregnant," Matt explained.

"Matt for fucks sake!"

"I'm going back to my room, you're fine Matt," I laughed, standing up. I gave Taylor a goodnight kiss and went into my room 3 doors down.

- - -

The next morning I woke up, deciding to change up my outfits. I usually wore a skirt or dress with heels, so I decided to wear jeans and converse with one of the boys' shirts. Before I could take off the shire I slept in, Nash bursted into my room, handing me a tie dye shirt.

"We all have them," he told me. I nodded, waiting for him to leave before I put on my shirt. I straightened my hair and applied my makeup, going into the hall with the others.

We went downstairs together, talking to the fans as we passed them and went into the room to rehearse.

They did their crazy things and I tried to think of things I could do.

Jack and Jack rehearsed to sing their songs, and they were both insanely nervous. JJ was already shaking and Gilinsky tried to hide that he was nervous but failed by the sound of his voice when he talked.

"Have you and Taylor done anything?" Mahogany asked quietly so the others didn't hear as she set up.

"No," I sighed, helping her with the process.

"My only tip for you is to be confident and don't let him know you're nervous," Mahogany advised. I nodded and she gave me a hug.

"After tonight I can take you out and we can go shopping for that stuff okay?"

"Thank you so much," I said as we pulled apart.

What would I do without her?

- - -

I watched from the side as Jack and Jack performed, Jack J's hand shaking very obviously during his solo.

The crowd was silent until the end when it erupted with cheers. We all ran onto stage and had a huge group hug.

We did a stream so Shawn could say hi to everyone and then Magcon day one was over.

"Hi Tatiana!" A girl smiled as I sighed her shirt.

"Hey, are you having fun?" I asked, signing my name.

"So much fun thank you!" She squealed.

"They're all so cute," I smiled.

"I know," Matt grinned.

"T, let's go," Mahogany said from behind me.

We left the hotel and went to a mall nearby.

She told me things I should and shouldn't pick.

I settled on black lace, and she agreed with me.

"Just don't be nervous, Tay really likes you and you really like him. People do this all the time!" She said, calming my nerves.

"Okay," I took a deep breath and we paid for the items.

I went to my room and changed into them, keeping them under my clothes and walked down to Taylor's room. The door was already opened a few centimeters so I walked in, suspecting everyone was there.

But that wasn't the case.