kiss me ➳ taylor caniff

chapter twelve

* there are mature parts of this chapter lol

"Taylor.."

His head spun around and he pulled the blankets over them as he saw me.

"Tatiana, shit.." He got up to get dressed, but I didn't want to hear his explanation.

Seeing him in a bed with another girl was enough for me.

"Tatiana!" He ran after me, still shirtless with his hair a mess.

"Save it, Taylor, how long have you been doing this behind my back?" I asked.

"You wouldn't give it to me so how else? I'm a teenage guy with needs, Tatiana!" He yelled.

I remembered that I told myself it would be my fault if Taylor hurt me again, and it was my fault.

"Bye." I said before shutting the door to my room and locking it.

That could've been us if I wasn't such a fucking priss.

To: Nash

Hi can you maybe come to my room?

From: Nash

On my way

I stood at the door, waiting for Nash to come in. He walked out of his room and into mine.

"What's wrong?" He asked immediately.

"Taylor just cheated on me.." I tried not to sound like I had been crying, but the tears running down my face said otherwise.

"What the fuck?" He yelled, standing up.

"Don't say anything to him, it's my fault," I mumbled.

"Yeah it's your fault because he can't keep it in his pants until you're ready? That is bs," Nash said, sitting back down beside me.

"Nash?" I asked quietly. He looked over at me.

"Yeah?"

"Well I kind of was on my way to Taylor's room for a reason.."

"Oh my god.." He muttered, throwing his head back.

"Let me finish." I said, and he nodded and sat up straight again.

"This is going to be very awkward to ask," I mumbled, laughing softly as my cheeks heated.

"What are you going to ask?" He folded his arms in front of him and I stood up, taking a deep breath.

"I didn't buy things for no reason, and my mom told me to give it to someone special.." I went on, my hands beginning to tremble.

"Are you asking me to have sex with you?" Nash asked, a smirk coming onto his face slowly.

"Yes?"

"Why me?"

"You're special to me, Nash, I'm closer to you than Taylor and I've dated him for 3 months," I explained.

"Alright hold on a second.." Nash said. He got up and walked out to his room, coming back a minute later and shutting the door behind him, locking it as well. He set the condom on the side table and I took a deep breath.

"Are you sure you actually want to do this?" He asked me.

"I have to get it over with," I replied. Nash nodded and put his arms around my waist, leaning down and pressing our lips together.

He pulled my shirt over my head and I remembered Mahogany's advice to be confident. He pulled his own shirt over his head and I looked up into his eyes for a second before shutting my eyes as our lips touched again.