Team 10 imagines and prefrences

Ivan Martinez: this is love

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your pov:
The past couple of days my boyfriend and I have been fighting. We have been together for almost 8 months now, and i love him so much. He always knows what to say to make me happy or comfort me when i need it. I have been very overwhelmed with that, along with hate from dating Ivan.
I started scrolling through twitter when i see things like "he can do way better" and "she's so ugly" or "why would anyone date her". After a while, i started to believe them.
I cried.
my tears stung.
my eyes were bloodshot.
my bags were puffy
why would he love me?
he deserves better.
he deserves prettier.
he deserves smarter.
so i cut.
it felt so good, yet so wrong.
Even though we've been arguing latley, i feel horrible that it keeps happening. It's always over small things, but our tempers are short. I decide to get my stuff from his room and bring it into mine.
I knocked.
I waited.
I knocked again.
Click.
The door swung open.
Ivan was at the otherside asking me what i was doing.
As much as it pained me to say this, i knew the fans were right.
I walked in without saying a word, just collecting my items and putting them in a bag.
A tear flowed down my face.
Then another.
I was crying hysterically when all the sudden i feel a hand brush against my hand, the other caressing my cheek and wiping my tears away.
I looked up from the ground.
He tried to look at my eyes, but i couldn't do it. I brought my sight back to the floor.
Ivan's pov:
I opened the door to see a sad looking y/n.
It sent daggers to my heart, already knowing i caused it.
She walked around my room, collecting her items.
I felt horrible.
my eyes got glossy.
I grabbed her hand and held it in mine. I cupped her cheek.
"please don't leave me, y/n. I need you.You mean so much to me and just please know, through all of this bullshit, i will always love you, no matter what", i confessed with tears in my eyes.
She looked up ant me and gazed into my eyes.
I pulled her in tight and whispered,"I was so stupid, y/n. I love you". I kissed her forehead. She cried into my shoulder, soaking my shirt, but i could care less at that moment. I just wanted to hold her forever and never let go.
She pulled away and leaned in. I closed the gap between us. I forgot that whenever we kissed, fireworks set off in my mind. Everytime she touvhed me, my body would tingle.
I am deeply in love with y/n l/n.
Y/n pov:
i told him everything. I knew this bickering was stupid. I forgot how he made me feel, how i missed his kisses, his touches sent waves throughout my body. He cares so much about me. I couldn't imagine life without him.
this is love.
i thought.

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