Team 10 imagines and prefrences

Ray Diaz: breakdown

⚠️ * somewhat of a trigger warning* ⚠️
a/n- also love you for you and don't let anyone convince you otherwise. especially yourself. if you ever need help, i am always here to listen/talk! love you guys :))

y/n pov:
i stood in front of the tall mirror that reflected something that i disguised.
my body.
i started to poke my stomach because it wasn't toned and pretty like all of the other girls in LA.
my lips curled down as i examined my figure in only my underwear unhappily.
i couldn't take it anymore.
besides some people telling me i was beautiful, the only thoughts that crossed my mind were that i was ugly and i deserve less. i was convinced all of these were right. the hate finally got to me and i just slumped to the groung like melting ice cream.
my knees touched my chin and my arms wrapped around my shins.
i cried silently, not wanting to look weak.
click.
as if it was on cue, my amazing and perfect boyfriend Ray had just gotten home.
shit.
it was one thing for not wanting neighbors to think i'm weak. but my boyfriend!
hell no.
i wiped my tears away quickly and dressed myself in his t shirt and my athletic shorts.
my boyfriend just got hone from the gym and took a shower. he had the perfect body. i just didn't understand why he'd chose me.
"babe" rung throughout my apartment continuously.
i took a couple deep breaths before placing my hand on the doorknob and replying,"yeah, i'm in my room" i shouted with just my head peeked in between the doorframe and the slightly opened door.
"coming" i heard footsteps approaching me and my heartbeat raced faster and faster, wondering if he just felt bad for me and doesn't really love me. he probably thinks i'm hiddeous because it's true!
my thought bubble bursted when two large, muscular arms squeezed my waist firmly.
i didn't have enough strength to hug back.
all i did was burst out into a fit of tears.
fuck.
there goes my chances. i look like an idiot.
i thought while covering my face in my hands.
"baby, what's wrong?" he moved my hands away from my face while he bent down to his knees and pulled me close, stroking my hair calmingly.
"i'm ugly! i don't know why you are with such a weak piece of disgust trash". i sobbed while digging my head into his solid chest.
"y/n, you are so stunning to me! i see the way guys look at you with eyes full of lust. you are gorgeous and everyone knows that. people who are jealous say things that aren't true purely to hurt people's feelings. but, you're everything to me. i wouldn't want any other girl even if the world was ending. i love you for you, and you mean so much to me. you don't understand how much it hurts me when you say this about yourself. " he looked me in the eyes while tearing up.
a sad smile spread across your lips and your breathing qent back to normal.
"please promise me that you will never say that again and that you will never leave me. i love you so much and i don't know what i'd do going a day without your beautiful smile". he quietly spoke
i looked him in the eyes once more then glancing at his lips and him doing the same. we leaned in and i whispered against his lips,"promise" before he kissed back with tons of emotion. it escalated sort of quickly and one thing turned into another.
before closing your eyes, your sweet boyfriend reminded you how much you mean to him and how perfect you are.
"goodnight beautiful" were the words you heard that made your heart flutter and ever since that day, he has always called you that becausr he means it and it's true.

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A/N- please comment requests! thanks for reading this far and i hope you liked it :) i love all of you beautiful people 💙