In Love With My Band Mate (JOSHLER)

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Holy shit I'm kissing my best friend oh my god.

Soon enough Tyler pulled back and looked at me with what seemed like a look of terror.
"Josh....I-" he started but pushed me off and rushed out of the dressing room, leaving me with my thoughts.
What was I thinking? Kissing a married man who's also my best friend I'm stupid for that and now he knows.
"Hey josh....." Mark said softly, walking in.
I kept my eyes trained on the floor and pulled my legs up to my chest.
"You told him?" He asked.
I shook my head. "No." I whispered keeping myself from breaking down.
"What happened I saw him run out so fast." Mark said.
"We kissed....." I whispered.
"Wait.....you kissed him?" Mark asked.
"Yes Mark we kissed then he ran out and I feel like shit now if you could please excuse yourself I'd like to be left alone." I said.
He got up and walked out leaving me alone again to think about what I was gonna say to Tyler when I got the chance.

That night when we went to get our hotel rooms I saw Tyler, surprisingly not with Jenna but he still wouldn't even glance my way.
"Where's Jenna?" I asked Brad who was standing beside me.
"I think she went home she has things to do. Are you and Tyler okay?" He asked, clueless about what happened a few minutes ago.
I could only shrug cause right now I honestly didn't know if we were or not.
"Did something happen with you two cause he won't even look over at you, usually he's hanging onto you like a lost little puppy so what's going on?" He asked.
I sighed having to explain it all over again.
"Tyler and I kissed in the dressing room earlier." I said quietly.
"Oh wow so what happened?" He asked.
"He ran out after that." I said and walked away going to find Mark.
While I was looking I bumped into someone not realizing how lost in my own thoughts I was.
"Oh I'm so-Tyler?"
He visibly gulped and avoided eye contact with me. "Hi...uh we aren't sleeping in the same room tonight." He said.
"Wha-" I started but he cut me off.
"I'm sorry I can't." He said and walked off quickly.
"No Tyler we aren't avoiding this" I said catching up to him.
"Yeah I am Josh." He said and tried to walk faster so I grabbed his arm and put him against the wall.
"No. It happened we're talking about it." I said.
"What is there to talk about josh? We kissed it was a mistake it won't happen again now please let me go." He said.
"So that's it our friendship is over because of a kiss?" I said.
"I never said that josh I just need time okay. Go get some rest I'll see you later." He said and walked away.