In Love With My Band Mate (JOSHLER)

14

It's been a week since we got told my josh is in a coma. A week since I heard his voice. A week since I seen his beautiful brown eyes. A week since I heard his laugh.
I miss him so much I miss everything about him and I couldn't help but feel guilty about him.
This was all my fault I told him to leave I caused all this because I chose Jenna over him. I made a mistake and I realized that the minute she said throwing him out was for the best.
I refused to leave his bed side at all and Brendon would bring me food once a day. I felt bad about that too because Brendon is taking care of me and he has a life to worry about.
"I miss you josh." I whispered holding his hand.
"I'm sorry for everything I said to you I made a mistake and I see that and I wish I would've said you, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me josh." I spoke.
I didn't expect to feel what I did in that moment and it was Josh's hand squeezing my own.
I looked at him and gasped.
"Joshy if you can hear me d-do that again" I said.
Almost immediately I felt the pressure of his hand on mine and I almost fell to my knees and cried out thanking the gods for this.
I pressed a button on his bed and quickly a nurse rushed in.
"Is he okay?!" She asked frantically.
"He's amazing." I said with tears in my eyes and put her hand in his.
"Josh squeeze her hand for me." I said.
A moment later I saw a smile go across her face.
"Your friend here is a fighter we didn't expect him to wake up any time soon." She said and pulled her hand away and started pulling the tubes from Josh's throat.
"He's the strongest man I know." I said and took his hand again.
When the nurse got finished she smiled and walked out.
"T-ty..." I heard him mumble and snapped my head back toward him.
I threw myself into the hospital bed and on top of him hugging him tightly.
"I'm sorry josh I love you I'm yours I'm all yours I don't wanna be with her I want you." I sobbed into him and clung to him like my life depended on it.
"Shhhh b-baby boy I-I've got you." He said in a deep scratchy voice.
"Oh god I'm sorry you need water?" I asked.
He smiled at me greatfully and nodded.
I jumped up and ran out getting him a water bottle from the vending machine down the hall and ran back.
"Here you go baby." I said and opened it putting it to his lips.
He tilted his head back and took a drink of the water and made a sound of relief.
"Is that better baby?" I asked. Calling him that felt right.
He nodded and pulled me back to him.
"I love you Tyler." He said.
"I love you too josh." I told him and curled back up to him.
Honestly I felt pretty drained after this long week so I fell asleep in his embrace and slept for what seemed the first peaceful night in forever.

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Sorry for the shitty chapter but I hope you guys liked it anyways