In Love With My Band Mate (JOSHLER)

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There is a small secret that I have been keeping from josh for a while and it's that I have a possibility of being pregnant.
I was born with a rare case where I have both female and male organs but I'm worried that I may have made a mistake not telling him.
The past few days I've been throwing up every morning, telling josh it was just a stomach bug.
Right now I'm getting ready to go to a doctors appointment to see if this is what I think it is and if so I will tell josh but for now it'll be my secret.
I grabbed the keys to my car and made sure I had everything I needed and walked out.
If I am I don't know how I am going to tell josh or what his reaction to it will be I just hope he won't leave.
I pulled into the hospital parking lot and parked my car. Getting out, the anxiety of finding out finally kicked in but I knew I needed to do this.
I walked up to the doors and walked in going to the reception desk where I gave them my information and why I'm here.
Soon enough my name was called and I was sitting in a room with a doctor in front of me.
"So Mr. Joseph I understand that you are born with a rare case where you have both female and male organs." The doctor said.
I nodded. "Yeah and me and my boyfriend haven't been having protected sex and he doesn't even know but if I am pregnant I'm gonna tell him about it." I said.
The doctor nodded and put his pen in his pocket and set the clipboard down.
"Well if you could lay back and lift your shirt we can go ahead and get this done." He said kindly.
I did as he said and relaxed while he put some kind of gel on my stomach and put the ultra sound wand to my stomach.
I looked at the screen as he moved it around and listened to what sounded like a heartbeat on the monitor.
"Well, you are indeed pregnant Mr. Joseph congratulations." The doctor said and cleaned my stomach off.
I nodded and pulled my shirt down rubbing my stomach.
What am I gonna tell josh?

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Once again sorry for the short chapter I hope they'll get longer but who knows 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ thank you all for reading this.