Why Him ?

Long Night!

It took us 10 minutes to get to Ben's and as I thought Pam was looking out of the window looking for us. I smiled and she smiled back as me and Jazz started to get everyone out of the cab after we paid, I dragged Ben and Jess into the house one by one with Pam standing at the door holding it open "Thanks Pam" I said as I walked past for the third time then I started laughing as I realised what she had in her hand. Then I heard the screams and shouts from Nic "awwww Thanks Pam that will be very good bribing material" she smiled and nodded and I went to help Jazz "NIC CALM DOWN, Nic its Jazz that's trying to help you we're at Ben's you need to go in the house were all waiting for you and Ollie, Come on" I said as Jazz let go of her and she got hold of my hand "right lean on me" I said because I am not picking you up of the floor like the last couple of times, she did and we started walking with her hand round my shoulder and mine around her waist. We got into the house after a lot of stumbling and giggling I got her into the living room and onto the sofa next to Ollie one laying on way and the other the other it was cute; so I took a picture one to bribe both of them with. I never keep only 2 copy's I keep like 14 in different places just like the recording I'm going to copy that a few times to just for the future.

"Ben, Jess are you coming upstairs to bed" they nodded and I smiled and went over to Jess and picked her up "come on missy, Ben, Jazz is helping you ok?" he nodded and Jazz helped him up and I went first with Jess took her to the bathroom and sat her down "I'll be two minutes, don't move" she nodded as I ran out of the room and into Ben's room grabbing some old clothes of mine and running back into the bathroom she was sitting there I smiled "come on Jess get changed" she nodded and stood up I smiled took her top off and put mine over the top then took her skirt off and put a pair of my shorts on her "come on Jess, bedtime" she got up and I started to bring her out of the bathroom and into Ben's room where I saw Jasper and Ben sitting on the bed. I put Jess to bed the walked over to Ben "bedtime Ben come on get ready" he went to then just failed with no energy I smiled and took his top off, then his jeans and put him to bed in his boxers, kissed his cheek and went to get some clothes for me I grabbed some shorts and a top then walked over to Jasper "come on my room" I said and he smiled. Yes I know I'm in Ben's house but spare room is mine, well the one that is now spare. It was Liam's room all of his things are still there but whenever anyone asks Pam or Ben who's room it is they always say Alice's and I laugh it's good if the girls are over when we have been drinking the girls usually stay in here but tonight it's me and my Jazz.

"I love you Jazz" I said again "Love you more babe" he said I smiled and started getting ready for bed. I don't know why I got shorts I just put them to one side and took my skirt off and then my top I put the clean one on and slipped my bra off then pulled the rest of my top on. Jazz had stripped too, taking his top and jeans off revealing his ab's, I smiled and walked over to the bed and lay down, Jazz came to lay next to me and I smiled then my smile faded as I thought of the last time I lay in this bed with Liam. I miss him so much but as much as I miss him I know he would be laughing at me, thinking of this and he would say that I'm being silly then tell me he loved me. I miss him so much.

Me and Ben have organised for balloons to be let off next to the lake that the five of us used to to for a week at the beginning of summer me, Ben, Darren, Liam and Nic there's a big group of us going too Jazz and some of Liam's friends not all of them but some of them. Darren, me and Ben are doing all of the balloons early Sunday morning at the lake because we're leaving tonight and I think Jazz and Nic. I love it because we have a caban that Pam bought and it is lovely we all love it so we are going up there to do the balloons and and some paper with strings and things like food and drinks ready "Jazz are you still coming with me, Ben and Nic tomorrow night to the cabin?" I asked as I turned over, Jazz was laying fiddling with my hair, he smiled at me and kissed me "Wouldn't miss it" I smiled as I kissed him and the lay back down with him holding me. "Goodnight baby" he said as he kissed my nose again "Night Night Jazzy" I said as I kissed him "I love you Alice" he said "I love you to Jasper" I said back as I started to drift off.