Why Him ?

Camp Fire

Alice's P.O.V.

After I had dried my hair and straightened it, I decided to look at my clothes and find something to wear for tonight. After about 5 minutes I simply choose leggings and a sleeping with sirens (SWS) band shirt. I put them on with matching under garments and sat back down at my dressing table picking up my eyeliner and starting to put on my makeup just as Jazz came through the door. "your not wearing that" he said as he walked over to the bed, "what's wrong with what I'm wearing?" I asked "nothing I meant the makeup" I nodded "why not?" I replied "because your beautiful without it and I prefer it when you look completely natural, have you seen what my screen saver is on my phone, laptop and other things?" he asked "no" I answered simply he smiled and grabbed his phone lighting it up and showing it to me. I smiled as I saw the photo from when we were dating last, I used to be around him all the time with no makeup on and I never thought about it, I was less self-conscious then. "I like that photo" I said looking at it again "I do too, that's why it my screen saver on just about everything, it's never changed for months. I love you Alice and you look perfect without makeup, so don't wear it this week please?" he begged as he took his phone back and placed it back on the table. I nodded "Except sunday, when everyone here for Liam and John's memorial" he nodded too "ok only exception other than that leave your makeup in your bag" I nodded back and he smiled and came to peck my lips before he started to change into his clothes for tonight. "Did you ever think about what mine is?" I asked randomly "your what is?" he replied "my phone, laptop and other things screensavers are?" he shook his head and reached for my phone, he looked at it and smiled, as I did to, I knew what he was seeing, it was a photo of me and him from a couple of months ago he had his guitar on his lap and was trying to show me how to play a new song, Darren had got it and sent it to me. It's been my favourite photo for a while. He smirked and pecked my lips "I love you so much" he stated "I love you too Jazz" I replied. He picked out some jeans and a Pierce the Veil t-shirt then got ready. I sat on my phone waiting for him to be finished getting ready just skimming through twitter "ready to go?" he asked I looked up and nodded as we stood up and headed out into the living area.

Darren was sitting by Alex and Pam was sitting with a glass of wine in her hand. "thanks for coming to say you were here idiots" I said as I hit Daz and Alex over the top of the head. They both grabbed their heads,"what the hell" then I felt arms around my waist and I was lifted off the ground. I screamed a little then started to laugh. We soon sat down and I was sitting down on Jaspers knee. I laughed and kissed him on the cheek. Daz was talking to Jaz and Alex while I was talking to Pam. We were talking about what we were going to do for Liam's 21st birthday, since he wasn't here me and Ben had agreed to come back up to the cabin for a couple of days away to celebrate together. Pam said she just wanted to stop at home, I told her she was more than welcome to come and join us, if she liked. After a while Ben came along and sat next to me, even though I was still rather casually sitting on Jazz. Nic soon followed after, she looked tired. She sat on Ben. There were 4 of us on a 2 seater couch, sounded pretty normal to me. We all sat talking a little longer than Jazz and Ben decided that they were going to go light up the bonfire, while Nic and Pam left to go and get the food and drinks from the kitchen Darren offering to help on the way, this left me with Alex next to the fire. Nothing was said between us and I didnt really want to talk to him so as I got up to leave I didn't think anything would be said, but I'm not that lucky. "How could you?" he asked as I just got to the kitchen door, "What are you talking about Alex?" I replied turning to look at him. "How could you get back with him after the conversation and everything that went on the other night" he asked again, "I don't want to be with you Alex, your a player, Jasper loves me and I love him, so just leave us alone" I argued back. He shook his head and grabbed my arm as I went to walk through the door "Let go of me Alex" I snapped at him and I tried to pull me hand from him, but hes a lot bigger than me and stronger "I said let go Alex, just leave me alone" as I pulled a little more but shouted this time. I soon felt someone come between us and pull him hand from mine, and when I looked it was Jaz, he pushed me behind him and pushed Alex backwards, "I believe she said to let go" he shot at Alex, as he turned and took my hand into his "are you ok babe?" he asked and I nodded. "Come on " I said looking at Alex as I pulled Jaz away into the kitchen and through the house to the bonfire.

Once we were outside I pulled Jaz over to the hammock to sit and talk. "What was all of that about?" he asked as I lay my head on his shoulder. "It was nothing, I don't really know" he nodded and I nuzzled my head into his shoulder some more. "Your not mad are you?" I asked "No I just want to know that your ok and that your not leaving me for him" I smiled "I'm not leaving you for any one else babe, I love you" I replied "I love you too" he said and I smiled as I kissed him. "I never want to lose you again" he said as we pulled apart, "I'm not going anywhere" I stated to him kissing him again.

"Are you two planning on joining us or staying up there all night" we heard Nic yell, I smiled and stood up pulling Jaz with me, I let go of his hand and went to walk away but I couldn't because I no longer had my feet on the ground, meaning that someone was carrying me, when I looked at who it was I saw Jaz and I started to laugh. He smiled and continued to walk down the steps to the fire and when we got there he sat me down next to him on the logs as we smiled and looked around at the others. Everyone was sitting talking and laughing and soon enough Darren pulled Jaz into a conversation and I joined in with Ben and Pams conversation with Nic. We were talking about Liam's birthday and what we were going to do, Ben and me were coming back up to the lodge and stopping up here for a couple of days, while Nic was stopping at home and was just going to video chat with us on the night. Pam insisted that she didn't want to join us and said that although she would love for us all to be together we were free to do what we wanted to. "Thanks for this weekend" I said to Pam as she placed more food in front of us. "I should be saying thanks to you guys, you both organised this whole thing" she replied and we smiled then started laughing as Nic said "Yeah and stressed the hell out of me while doing it" we all just laughed for a while at what Nic said thinking about how we did pester her to help sort out the things.