BLSC #9 : His Cold Heart

Chapter 9 - Regret

Axel Cesborn

I leaned my back to the wall and looked at Stella's sleeping side. This girl wants to be a doctor so bad until she can't find a way anymore to get her there. I know that Veros doesn't have any heir besides her that's why her dad force her to be their heirest.

Seeing her wanting to commit suicide yesterday was pretty crazy. For a girl like her, committing suicide means she's already reach her limits and done everything that she can to make a way out from this mess but she can't.

Seeing her blaming herself when she's not the one who started the fight with Trissa was quite brave. She knew that if she tried to defend herself it will be useless because Trissa has me and Danny who will defend her.

I was quite amuse by this girl from the start because she doesn't give a fuck. I can't believe no one can protect this girl. Her ex boyfriend was a douche bag too. A girl like this needs to be watch because she's reckless. Drinking alone.. almost commit suicide.. almost selling her bodies.. what if she got a fake husband who is abusive? She's a short thinking kind of woman and I know that.

All she thinks was her dreams but never think about the side effects that she will cause once she uses someone to be with her. It's amazig to see her still in one piece not being rape or abuse by someone.

She was drunk so bad last night until it was hard for me to pick her up and brought her to my pent house. Who wants a girl like this? Reckless and careless? How can she be a doctor with this character?

The point is that why.. do I want to help her? My heart kept bothering me everysecond since last night. It makes me want to help her but how? I hate it when my soft spot came out again. I always got used for this because I'm too kind. That's why I froze my heart for every new people that come to my life.

No wonder Trissa used my kindness to cheat on me. She cheated me with a lot of guys. Not just one or two but five. That girl has some mental illness where she never feel satisfied with one man. I used to love her.. she was my world but she kept on doing it again and again.

Nice people always gets hurt everytime. People used their kindness and then throw them away when they don't need us anymore. That's how cruel the world is. Now the point is.. I want to help her but what should I ask to her in return so she won't use me as a tool only.

Axel.. why do you still have this kind heart after a lot of people hurt you?

No.. I'm not helping this girl. I smell trouble if I help this girl. No.. I'm not helping her.

"What the hell?!" I turned my eyes to Stella who just woke up. She looked at me in horror and then looked at her dress.

"Funny if you think I will do something to you" I said coldly and she pouted

"You've hurt my feelings, Axel" She said dramatic and I ignored her

"Wake up and get out from my house" I said as I threw her car key to her.

"Don't commit suicide" I added as I walked away

"I'm tired" She stated and that made me stop

"I can't find a way to make me go to medical school, I'm stuck with business and my company" She said and I turned to her

"Then suck it up, it's your path. Running away and commiting suicide is not the way for you to solve your problems. Don't be a coward and face it" I said in a cold tone

"Easy for you to say.. I'm stressing a lot. Business is not my passion"

"Goodluck then.." I said as I walked to the door

"Axel!" She called me and I stopped

"How about we sleep together and you give me a child?" That got my temper rised up, I turned to her

"Are you that crazy?"

"Oh yes! I'm that crazy.. Let's sleep together so I can get pregnant. Don't worry.. I won't ask you for to be responsible with it and my family won't even know who's the kid's dad is. I need to have a kid so he or she will take ov-"

"What is she or he wants to be a doctor again? The circle will never end.." I cut her.. she and her short thinking

"Gosh this is making me insane!!" She sighed

"There's no other way.. then talk to your family"

"Useless when you're the only heirest" She said and I sighed

"Then let's get married" She stated and I looked straight to her brown eyes

"Useless for asking me that" I said to her and she sighed. She took her bag and walked pass me. She opened the door and walked out from the room. I walked out and saw her trying to put her highheels on.

"I want 40% of Veros's shares if you agree" I said and she turned to me

"What?"

"Let's get married but I want 40% of Veros's shares"

"40% is too big.." She said

"Okay then.." I gestured her to leave and I walked towards my room

"Okay! Deal!" She said and I turned to her smirking

"3 months of fake datings and get married right away" I said

"You can bring your mitress and any girls do you like. Same goes as me right?" She asked

"None.. We both have a reputation to keep in case you forget. If you find someone.. let's divorce" I said

"Why 3 months of fake dating?" She asked

"Do you think our family will believe if we get married right away? Use your mind.. how can you want to be a doctor with that mind?" I said coldly

"Thankyou!!" She ran to me and hugged me tightly. I rolled my eyes hating this affection so much.

"Thankyou so much!!!" She squealed in happiness and kissed my cheek

"Let's make a contract.." I said as I pushed her away

Axel, you'll regret this in the future..