BLSC #9 : His Cold Heart

Chapter 29 - Realize

Axel Cesborn

I was more than crazy. I can't sleep and I can't think straight. There's a guy in Stella's house. Gosh.. I want to burn the house so bad. I kept trying to control my emotions but it keeps blowing up.

How can you stay calm knowing there's some guy inside.. Stella's house. I sighed and cursed myself. I care for this girl, I realized that. I really care for this girl and I can't stand to be away from her again.

I don't want to lose her.. that's what I know. I don't want to lose her. I need to swallow my commitment because if I kept it.. I'll lose her. I like her. That's enough to confirm everything.

I hate the fact that she lied to me about her Medical School. She rejected it when they accepted her. She told me that they rejected her. What's the purpose of her lying to me? I was the one who offered her this.. she should be grateful.

I really want to know what's on her mind.

I got rid of Trissa, I guarantee that she won't touch Stella again because if she does.. she will face hell. I swear it. There won't be mercy for her anymore.

I walked to Joel's room and he's currently playing games.

"Need your phone"

"For what?" He asked

"Call Stella" I said

"Stella? You still not over her?"

"No.. give me your passcode" I said as I took his phone on the table

"I'm not telling my passcode" He said

"I don't have time to joke around" I hissed coldly

"Use Joan's"

"Axel, it's 1 a.m"

"What's your passcode?" I bursted

"0000" I looked at him disbelief and typed it. I dialed Stella's number. I put the phone to my ear and waited for her to pick up. I walked towards my room.

"Hello" My system became more alive after hearing her voice. Now.. my lips was the one that froze.

"Hello? Joel? You okay?" She asked

"Stella" I called

"Bye"

"Stella please.." I begged.. yes Axel Cesborn begged.

"What do you want Axel? I thought you won't care or even-"

"I'm going to your house now.. we need to talk" I said

"Axel.. it's 1 a.m"

"Please.. we need to talk" I said begging again

"Okay fine" I ended the call and threw the phone back to Joel. I walked downstairs and found Joan eating cheetos.

"Where are you going? It's 1"

"Stella"

"You're one crazy guy" She said. I walked out from my house and got into my car. Withot thinking twice, I speed up to Stella's house. I need her so much.

As I parked my car in front of her door, I was her already waiting for me in front of the entrance door. I got out from my car and walked to her. I pulled her into a hug.

"Fuck commitments" I said as I hugged her tightly. Gosh.. this feels so good.

"It's 1 a.m" She said and I kept hugging her tightly.

"I almost kill that guy from earlier" I said honestly

"Axel, I think you hit your head somewhere" She said and I looked straight to her eyes.

"Yeah I hit my head somewhere. It took me long enough to realize that I really fucking need you in my life" I said and she looked at me disbelief

"What?"

"Why do you end everything?" I asked and she pushed me away.

"You love Trissa and how can I get married with you when you love someone else?" She asked and I laughed. I pulled her into a hug again. Gosh.. I never been so happy. I miss her like crazy. I need this girl so bad in my life. She's literally the ball of happiness in my life.

"How come you say that I love Trissa? I never said that!"

"You told me not to hurt her.. you care for her.. I don't know.. it's just your eyes" She said and I looked at her

"Why are you here?" She hissed and I held her hands

"Marry me" I said and her eyes widen

"Gosh.. I have a drunk Axel.. in the middle of the night" She said and I looked at her disbelief

"I'm not drunk"

"You hate my guts but you want to marry me"

"I can't live without you" I stated and her jaw fell down

"Axel.. I swear.. you're dru-" I crashed my lips to her. I kissed her passionately. I cupped her face and I really miss this. I miss this so much. I miss it like crazy.

"Marry me" I said looking at her eyes

"I can't live without you. When you left.. I felt a half of me just left me. You know I have my commitment right? Here I am begging for you to comeback with me because I can't live without you. You're my source of happiness. No one ever reach this point where you can melt my heart without even trying hard" I said truthfully

"Look Axel.. I like you but I don't think you have that feelings for me. You still love Trissa tha-"

"Gosh Stella, I never like her again after we broke up. I was a fool for telling you not to touch her. I'm still confuse because she once the girl I liked. I thought you're the one who attacked her first but when I know the real you.. I know you will never attack her first" I said cutting her

"Let's get married" I said

"What kind of proposal is this?"

"Marry me.. I want to spend the rest of my life with you" I said and she looked at me.

"What took you so long.." She said and I smiled.

"Is that a yes?" I asked and she pulled my t-shirt.. and crashed her lips to mine