Waiting for Never

Chapter 4: Try

"lana..." Jude whispered.  Lana smiled widely, she had never heard Jude call her by her first name it was always "Miss Winters." it was cute the way she said it with her accent.

"Yea.." she replied quietly.

"I'm gonna help you get out."  Jude whispered placing a soft kiss on Lana's cheek.  Lana wasn't sure she wanted to leave, if she had Jude she didn't need anything else.  And where would she go if she got out, she has nobody.

"sister, I dont want out." Lana said snaking one hand around Jude's waist.  Her brows furrowed with confusion.

"what do you mean." She asked.  Lana smiled up at her kissing her lips again.

"I have you now." She said cupping her cheek.  Jude leaned her head against her hand closing her eyes and smiled. 

Just then there was a knock on her door.  Jude unlatched herself from Lana and headed for the door.

"Sit in that chair!" Jude whispered pointing to the chair infront of her desk.  Lana nodded and took a seat putting on a panicked expression. Jude swung open the door and the Monsignor stood infront of her.

"Father." She spoke quickly putting her head down.

"Sister." He replied walking past her into her office.

"What brings you too my office?" She asked starting to calm down.  She walked around him and sat down at her desk.

"Well, I just want a general update from the hardest worker in this facility."  He said. Jude huffed and smirked

"Everything is going smoothly, all the guards are doing an amazing job.  I was just discussing with Miss. Winters here, about her treatment options."  Jude replied busying herself with the scattered papers on her desk.

"Okay, thats good to hear. Have a nice day sister." He winked before leaving her office.

Jude let out a long breath and finally looked back up at Lana. 

"I wish you could stay. But head count is in 10." Jude said looking up at the clock, hurt expressed all over her face.  Lana frowned and stood from her chair and walked behind Jude.  She placed her hands on her shoulders and started to gently massage all the knots out.  Jude let out a soft moan and Lana's eye's widened.

"Holy shit!" Lana thought to herself.  Jude tapped Lana's hand signaling her to stop. She then got up and turned herself to face Lana.  Jude gently tucked a fallen piece of Lana's hair behind her ear.

"I'd like to give us a try..." Lana blurted out placing her hands on Jude's hips.  Jude's eyes widened and her lips knotted.

"Lana...I have to get you out first! It is going to be so hard, and if were found out I'll lose my job here and I will lose you..." she began blabbering.

"Jude..." she kept going "Judy!" Lana raised her voice.  "I am willing to take the risk if you are." Lana said looking into her eyes, and for once they were a golden brown, full of light. She nodded and smiled widely letting out a little chuckle.  Lana kissed her softly on the cheek, than kissed her again on the lips.

"I will see you later.." Lana whispered Walking away from Jude, but quickly she felt a warm hand grab onto hers.

"One more.." Jude asked quietly tapping her lips.  Lana smiled and walked back up to Jude and threw her arms around her shoulders and pressed her lips against Judes. Lana's fingers gently ran up and down her spine, coaxing all the worry out of Jude's body.  With her cheeks still blushing hotly, she glanced back up into her captivating brown eyes. Jude leaned down, resting her forehead against Lana's. Lana stifled a surprised gasp as her soft lips captured her own, causing her body to flush with heat. The heat seemed to travel through her veins, warming her. Just as she felt a rush of euphoric bliss envelop her, making her heart sing with pure joy, Jude drew away.  And instantly Lana missed her lips on hers.

"I can walk you back if you want..." Jude hummed her forehead still resting on Lana's.

"Okay."

The 2 walked out of Jude's office.  Jude put on her strict head nun act, and Lana the scared patient.

"Frank, make sure you tie her tight. She's a runner." Jude hissed.

"Yes sister."  He replied taking Lana from Jude's grasp.  Jude wanted so desperately to just rip her back into her arms and protect her, but she couldn't.  She began to choke up watching her being tied down.  But it was only for their sake of not being found out.  Frank walked out of the cell as he heard a huge smash from down the corridor.

"This is only temporary, I will get you out. I promise." Is the final words Jude said before leaving Lana's cell. Lana sighed, now she was alone again until she could see Jude.