It's Always Been You (sequal to It's Gotta Be You)

Chapter 21 I'm So Sorry

~The Next Morning~

Ciara

I woke up and looked over to see my baby sleep. I smiled and picked her up. I held her close to me. She moved a little and yawned. I smiled at how cute she was.

I never knew me and Prince could make such a cute baby. Prince. I knew he was in the hospital, so I got up with Lara in my arms and walked over to his room.

He looked peaceful, but a little pale. I felt a tear run down my cheek, as I held Lara in my arms.

I sat down next to him and looked down at Lara and tried to see if she'll open her eyes this morning.

Prince

I opened my eyes slowly and I heard someone baby talking to me, telling me to open my eyes. I looked over and saw Ciara holding a beautiful baby girl. Well at least I know she wasn't talking to me.

Ciara:Come on baby. Open your eyes for mommy

I guess she kept her eyes close because she pouted a little.

Ciara:Well open your eyes for daddy. You know you want to see your daddy

Not like this she doesn't. I heard a excited gasp after that thought.

Ciara:Aww good job baby girl

Ciara got up and walked over to me, I guess not knowing that I was up, so when she saw me, she got a wide smiled on her face. I remember that's what made me like her in high school.

Ciara:Prince you're up

Me:I'm up

Ciara:Lara meet your daddy

I looked at Lara and she looked so beautiful. She looked like me, but you could see the Ciara in her. Her eyes are green too she was more then beautiful, she was gorgeous.

Ciara:Do you want me to help you sit up so you can hold her?

Me:Please

She set Lara down on my lap and sat me up carefully, then I moved over and Ciara sat next to me, handing Lara to me. I stared at her and cried silently to myself.

I almost died and almost missed out on my baby girl's life. I need to tell Ciara though and maybe she can help everyone else understand why I did what I did.

Me:Ciara I have to tell you something

Ciara:Well wait me first. We actually had two babies. Two girls

Me:Well where is she?

Ciara:She died while she was still inside of me. Too much stress. She couldn't take it. I'm sorry Prince

I saw a tear slip from her eye and she began to cry. I pulled her to me and kissed her head softly. I let her cry on my shoulder, while letting a few tears slip.

Me:It's not your fault

Ciara:It is. I shouldn't have let all this get to me

Me:It's my fault. It's not yours and I'm sorry and I need to tell you this

She pulled away and looked at me. I took a deep breath and began.

Me:I didn't want to do this. I didn't want to have sex with you, I didn't want to rape you, I didn't want to cheat on Neicey, I didn't love you like that, I didn't want to get you pregnant or give Neicey to anyone. I was threatened. If I didn't do that then he would've taken Neicey and I didn't want him to. I'm sorry for doing this. I was gonna come and explain everything and tell you the truth and I told him I was going to because I couldn't live like this anymore, but he came and stabbed me before I could

Ciara didn't say anything, she just stared at me like she didn't know what to say.

Me:Ciara?

Ciara:Who made you do this?

Me:I don't know. I never got a name

Ciara:Who would want to do this?

Me:All I know is that he said that he couldn't stand you and you disgusted him

Once I said that, she got this look like she knew. Like she came to a conclusion.

Ciara:He said I disgusted?

Me:Yea

Ciara:I've only disgusted one person in my entire life and that's my father

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Ah Oh dun dun dun. I bet you already knew that thought didn't you. Wasn't hard to tell but anyway sorry it was short but I am going to continue