O' I take Emotion Volume II

Poem 87

hey middle school guy

you really playing with that relationship

you that's mostly likely not real right

what do you mean you're having sex

you learned six months ago what that meant

or did someone spoil your innocence

dawn man back up

slow down please

your heart is shattered and that next drink isn't going to help

so what the condom didn't break it did make it right

the rule was still broke

her heart was still lost

and so is yours

wait where did you get that seed

don't plant it don't sell it

just throw it away

man you started smoking weed a week ago why you buying seeds

you think the drug life is cool

you think that the life is fun and cheap

well tell me how much does it cost to buy enough

to keep you high till have an is nigh

cause that's what you'll need to do

if you make this an addiction

and I would care a bit less

if your heart was in check

but I look and what do I see

I see a heart that is crumpled and folded

you hurt it worse than the paper you balled up and tossed in the trash

don't you have one hope

one reason to say no

but what about your family

wait no you don't value that anymore

well what do you care about

wait what

you don't know what you even want to care about

well I can tell you this

the weed in your backpack holds the answer

yes it is the key

for now it's all you seek

outside of sex

so tell me this if that's all you value

how do you plan to be happy

if you have both of those now

and no bills to pay

and you aren't happy at all

what do you mean you just need to find your one

the one you're looking for isn't found behind a closed door

and with what you're doing

any good one is turning away from the crap you're doing

cause almost all of it is wrong

hey middle school guy

listen up cause here's part two

I think you need a hand but one that you can't say no to

the one that you wrap around you for pleasure

yes that filthy hand

take it and rely on yourself

try and find yourself for a bit

and if you are too shallow

try and find what is really deeper

what is deeper that you have seen

trust me it's not pronography

take a step and think

you know all of us are wrong

you see it

you live it

so go ahead

if we are all wrong

what can we do to fix it

and don't say screw it

cause let me tell you this

it was that little phrase that ended your happiness

and your innocence

good luck man

talk to you later

middle school guy