The Faithless One [EDITING]

Three.

"Jessie! Jessie!!!! Wake up!!!!!!" A strange noise was heard...

"Mmm" I said rolling over... Wait why am I rolling over.

"Jessica-Mai get up now! Otherwise you will get ex-" I stopped her by getting up, I need to tell you guys something about my past but first I'm confused.

Please, please, please, don't tell me that was all a dream...

"Jessie your gonna be late for school now get up! Now!" Wow I think she's had double shots.

I didn't reply to that. I just got up and went to my closet. That was right next to my bed. Thoughts of meeting Ash at lunch keeps going through my head. I thought it was real and I believed it was real. Now I've just disappointed myself. Not that its unusual. I do it most of the time so its fine... I guess.

So.... My dress code today is:

White sleeveless top with a collar thing at the top with a bow

Black skirt

Plain toms

Yes, I dress well. I have very nice clothes etc but that covers up my life. I pay for everything I have. Clothes, food and more. cause my parents spend all there money on shots (alcohol), drugs, and all the other illegal things you can think off.

My past, right.

I'll read you out what I put on a note (about 4-5 pages long).

My past

Hello to everyone who is reading this.  at this time of writing this note I am thinking of how my life could of been, my parents went a head with the adoption they were gonna do when I was 13 so 3 years ago. So here goes my story to you about my past and present.

It all started when I was born. (likenormal)  So I was a very poorly baby because my parents were drug addicts, they still are, so because they were druggies it was in there blood where they have been doing it for so long. So when a baby is growing in the womb place, my mothers blood gets like transferred into me, so that I can start producing my own blood.  That means the drugs that was in my mothers blood,  was now in me. Luckily my mother gave birth in the hospital, so they could save me. I was basically dead.