The Faithless One [EDITING]

Chapter 37

"w-what type of news?" i asked now worried.
"well, you see as Zack is in a coma we are not able to tell how long he is going to be in it, it may be a life long coma or just a short one, but if he wakes up he may not be able to remember anything, but if you like you can stay, we are going to keep him on the heart monitor to keep an eye on him but im afraid from now there is nothing we can do, sorry." she said sypathetically
"oh right, okay, well thanks?" i said un-sure, trying not to break down in front off her.
"no problems, if you have any questions, you can always come ask me" she smiled and walked off.

so thats grat, the one person i need most isnt here, well he is but not concious. 

To Luke:

Just to let you know, Zack is in hospital, im with him but hes in a coma....

Jessie- Mai xx

and i waited for a reply. as i was waiting i walked over and into Zacks room, he looked, uh peaceful? but yeah,

"hey Zack, I know you can hear me, and your going to be okay, dont give up, I love you" i said as i held his hand, i kept saying things like that and thats when the door opened. A spitting image of Zack walked in, but of course it wasnt, it was Luke, i got up immediatley gently placing Zacks hand down and hugging Luke. He hugged back and saw that ive been crying and hugged me tighter, which i returned. after our little hug, we both sat down, we both talked to zack and if we werent talking to zack about memories or random things then it was quite. sort of awkward but it wasnt that bad. thats how we ended up falling asleep, just on the couch listening to the beeping of all the machines. 

when we woke up, Zack hadnt moved an inch, his chest just lifting and deflating whilst hes breathing. this is how i woke up, on the couch with Luke the other side, hopeing that little bit that hes awake but he wasnt, my hope was going down but we both talked to him, we had to. he was strong enough. now its been over a month, we still wake up this way, sometimes, i end up sleeping with my head on lukes lap and his on mine some night, just for a little pillow. i think hes falling into depression a little bit more everyday, but then again so am i, i cant stop crying when im awake. its hard, i dont want to leave the room, i havent eaten apart from little scraps, that luke has forced into me. i cant eat, not when my boyfriend is un-concious and may not ever wake up.

"Luke?" i spoke for the first time, in probably 2 days.
"yeah?" he answered
"Zack said he had something for me and he would give it to me soon, do you know anything?" i asked just wondering....
"no, i didnt, but i think i have an idea." he said smiling at me a little.
"okay?" i said suspicious.
"yup" he said then started speaking to Zack.

this is how my life probably will be from now on...... i just want him to wake up.

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sorry for the short chapter but imma double update, wont be long <3 love ya 

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