The Faithless One [EDITING]

chapter 26

Jessies POV

so i was woken up not so peacefully, i woke up to crashing in the room and i was layed with Luke and it was cute but not till i recognised who the smashing and crashing was caused by...... ill give you a guess.......? Zack? yup. yeah he was literally throwing everything of Lukes to the floor, when i moved off Luke he jumped up and rugby tackled Zack to the floor. zack then stood up and just gave me this glare, what the hell did i do? he broke up with me so i have every right. whats his problem. serioiusly, im sorry my mind is jumbled up! its kinda your fault zack!

"what the hell do you call this?" luke said gesturing to the smashed things on the floor. 

"im sorry i foound you asleep with her!" he said "her" with a disgusted sound. 

"erm, see what youve missed out on? shes an amazing girl and the prick that you are dumped her." he said coming over to me and put his arm round my shoulder.

"yeah i do but i didnt expect her to come and sleep with my own brother!" he said walking out Lukes room.

"who else is she supposed to run to? she only knows you, and her flat mate, me and that girl alex, oh and sorta the band! what else was she supposed to do go do some homeless guy?" he said and with that zack came back into the room.

"you done that?" he asked me thinking i went all ovre luke and done him. 

"why the hell would i do that? id never do it, i dont know what im doing or thinking right now but...." i got interupted by luke whispering in my ear saying "just leave it to me ill tell him the rest." so i did, luke carried on and said 

"i would not have a one night stand with her, i would like to but im not gonna..." he paused and mouthed No offence to me. which i didnt mind anyway i wouldnt either. "wanna know what we did?" he asked zack. im scared of how much hes gonna tell zack....

"yeah" zack said really annoyed?

"fine we played 20 questions and we went to the pub then came back here and fell asleep, oh and before that a heated makeout." Luke said with a smirk.

"you done what?" Zack is now raging.

"yup and it was good." thats it Zack is now off on one and just walked out and gave me an evil evil glare! its his fault, i guess...

zack has now left

"few, i guess, im sorry." Luke said comeing over to were i was sitting. i just nodded and didnt say anything when the doorbell rang. Luke got up and answered it and i followed.

"wow..." i mumbled. it was Zack with Ashton, who looked at me sorta annoyed but then appoligetically.

"wow! thanks brother, i was only there with your EX girlfriend when you werent, you ended it with her  and she came to me thanks for bringing my best friend into this!" Luke said sarcastically.

"Why am i here?" Ashton asked Zack

"cause i went out with your crush when i was supposed to pass her back to you and then i left her and then i found her here" he said really fast.

"oh, wait, you went out with the girl i wanted to...... WOAH! thats not cool man!" he said really confused and mad. 

"im sorry but have you seen her?" zack said gesturing to me. and then ashton just nodded and said "well she isnt like she says she is! if you dump her she will just run and sleep with your brother cause she is a little..." with that i knew what he was going to say so walked into lukes room and locked myself in there crying.

"wow! my brother is so good at this. making mistakes!" luke sorta shouted. and then i heard a knock on the door and i didnt answer, 

"jessie dont you freaking do this!" i heard luke say. 

"im sorry, buti just got called someone that sleeps around with nearly every man or boy i see. when im not!" and with that i didnt hear anything else but Luke shouting and doors slaming and things breaking.

"jessie?" i heard a think australian accent and i opened the door a crack, i thought it was ashton but it was michael and then ashton. i didnt let them in i just walked straight out and to my flat, even though i dont know where i am.

i was walking quite fast and then i heard this deep voice, i didnt know whos it was but i just walked faster. then i heard the voice again but this time clearer and it was Calums voice. i think.................. so i turnt around and just went straight for a runer home or to a bus stop or just back to lukes.

i decided on lukes place, cause it wasnt calum so i almost banged the door down when Ashton answered and i literally ran into the living room and found a free corner under the desk and literally hid. then ashton came in and couldnt find me and started calling my name which i answered by saying im under the desk. so he sat under there with me and by this time i was literally shaking and i think i was haveing a panik attack cause i was shaking, crying and couldnt breath properly but i didnt tell ashton, we were just sat in silence and was left looking at each other.

"Ashton you know the truth right?" i said quietly which he replied but just tilting his head.

"i didnt sleep with luke, well  did but i havent been thinking straight." i then pulled out my wrists and showed him the new cuts and old cuts and he just staredat them. so i got up and walked out this time going the right way home. i think ashton is following me cause i can hear his footsteps.

when i got home i left the flat door open and walked to my room when i got in there i went to my walk in bathroom and got the razors out, i didnt lock the door cause  didnt need to, i dont care, thats when the door slammed open and the razor went in, deeper and deeper every time.

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authors note

hey guys! this update is longer its over 1100 word and i hoped you like it, any predictions? ?????? how are you likeing it? 

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 sorry for grammar mistakes! ill go through it when the story is finished!!!