The Faithless One [EDITING]

Chapter 34

so they did win. but in the middle i relised what ive just given up. what i said id never do. i need to go back and find him. yeah he probably may be over me but he did try and find me agian when i stormed off. 

i want to text him but i have a better idea.... Ashton is still in the spare room so ill go speak to him again. but first............... jumper.

i pulled the sleeves down and knock on the spare bedroom door, and ashton answers. "hey, uh do you need anything?" i ask as he is a guest.

"no thanks, you okay?" he said trying to search my face for emotion.... why does everyone do that?!? geez
"okay and yeah im fine, i just gotta run some earins." i said shyly.
"okay ill see you later" he said waving bye. i waved back then left. i grabbed lex's car keys and i like her car and then i drove to Zack's i didnt go in, i waited outside as he probably knows im out side. but i waited for like 5 minutes then i prepared myself. i wiped under my eyes just for any escapes and got out the car. i walked to the front door and used the little knocker as the doorbell. he needs to get one of those. anyway it took a while for him to answer but on the third knock he did. it looks like he hasnt moved in days, i havent seen him since like what happened and that was now 2 days ago. "omg"" is all i said, really quietly, i pulled down my sleeves even more and hugged him. he needed it. but there was no emotion.

"z-zack?" i said and he just nodded. i walked in and waited to follow him. 
"im so sorry." i appologized, this time i done this.
he didnt reply. he just walked off. this was probably a bad idea. "zack!" i said and still no reply. this time i ran after him grabbed his hand and turnt him around. he didnt make eye contact he just looked forward. i hugged him and wrapped my arms round his neck. "zack look at me." and he did. "whats happened? in the past 2 days?" im the one who should be like this not him. he is the one that tok her side. 

"news jessie." oh fudge..... i started crying. i lost control of my arms and fell to the floor. i should of been there. for him. "im so sorry i said getting up and kissing him gently.

"why are you sorry?" he asked quietly as his voice broke. 
"i wasnt there for you when you needed me im sorry" 
"its my fault..."
"can i ask what the news is or was?" 
"5 days....." is all he said and i know what that means................... i just hugged him and cried silently as he held me and i held him

5 days...........

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A/N

so heres a VERY VERY late update and im so sorry, i should maybe updating again now. ill try my best! anyway, this story is sorta coming to an end. its probably got about 5-10 chapters left. so stay tuned? and CLIFFHANGER! ill update soon for it i promise! ILY all and if ur still reading this please VOTE COMMENT AND SHARE????? ily!! thankyou!!! sorry for grammar