sorry » im youngmin

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after we bid my mom farewell, youngmin and i walked down the streets to the bus stop. youngmin was talking about his new computer games which i would never understand. his cheeks were rosy, simply shows how excited he is. i smiled and just nod my head every now and then, even though i have no idea what is LOL or some other weird terms..

as we sat down at our usual spot in the school bus, i saw jihoon bobbing his head to whatever music he's listening to. youngmin noticed me smiling and poked my cheeks.

"what the heck are you smiling for?" he raised an eyebrow, clearly confused. when i just smiled and looked at the jihoon's direction, i heard youngmin sigh.

"yah, one moment you'd be missing donghyun and 20 minutes later you've got your eyes on other guys. imagine how dejected donghyun would have felt?"

i rolled my eyes at him. i have been trying to move on from donghyun since a year ago, so i forced myself to like this cute guy from my history and english class. but of course, as much as i want to like jihoon, my heart still has a space for donghyun. youngmin clearly knew and noticed my efforts on trying to move on from donghyun. he've seen me crushing over 10 guys already. but none were the same as how much i loved donghyun. and it frustrates me so much that i cant get donghyun out of my head even after so long. when i looked over to youngmin, he was already falling asleep. i poked his face and he immediately woke up, looking so confused.

"why do i never get to tell your feelings?"

"maybe because you're too dumb"

"then can't you just tell me?"

youngmin smiled and went back to sleep. did he just ignored my question? so much for a friend.