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he appeared infront of me and smiled.

'ari, thanks for being by my side. i can't believe i did not notice you before.' he was looking at the ground, while fidgeting with his hands.

'ari, i like you'

as he said those words, his eyes met mine.

and i woke up. i cursed. this dream, again. heck, it's not even a dream, it's a nightmare. i hate him. i don't want to see his face. no matter how much i've been dying to hear those words. now matter how perfect he is standing right infront of me, saying those 3 words. i hate kim donghyun.

he wasn't mine yet, my mind just wouldn't stop playing tricks. my mind could not erase him. this is so ridiculous. hot tears were rolling down my cheeks. i sighed and stared at the ceiling. why is my heart still beating for someone who is already dead? no matter how many times i told myself that he should be forgotten, as he was the one whose words and actions pierced my fragile heart countless of times, i just cannot bring myself to forget him.

he's insignificant, i reminded myself.