Love Song For The Broken Heart

Chapter 5: Kiera's Secret

Word Count: 1890

Kiera's POV:
I tossed and turned under my sheets before sitting up in a cold sweat, I was breathing heavily from the dream I was having I sighed and leaned my head against the headboard it was pointless trying to get back to sleep if that's all I was going to see again, screw this. I pulled the sheets off of me and grabbed my headphones, notepad, pen and phone then walked out of my room and down the stairs, it was still only like 2am so no one was really up, well other than Kota who was out with my dad for some work reason.

I curled up in the corner of the couch after making some hot chocolate, I placed my headphones on and turned my music up full blast before starting to work on some random lyrics for another  song I was thinking about writing. I looked to my phone after a while I had managed to get down lyrics for 2 different songs I was really tiered but I refused to sleep, it was now about 3am meaning I had been sitting there for only an hour, just then I heard the door open then closing again I looked up to see that Kota had walked in he was about to walk up the stairs when he saw me sitting there, he seemed to be thinking for a moment before walking over and standing in front of me with a confused look,

''I thought you would have been asleep by now'' he said I didn't have my music on so I could hear him but it was too much of a hassle to talk to him so I just continued staring at my paper pretending that I was busy and that I hadn't heard him speaking to me, he sighed and sat down right next to me not taking his eyes off of me once. ''I know you can here me Kiera, so you can stop pretending'' he said, my eyes scrunched up slightly annoyed that I didn't just put music back on so that I didn't have to listen to whatever it was he wanted to say to me but I didn't so I had to deal with this.

''What'' I said coldly as I took my headphones off of my head and sat them on the table in front of me with my phone and notepad, I didn't look at him, instead I continued staring at my covered up wrists he sighed again and turned his body a little so that he was fully facing me

''I just wanted to talk, um...'' he said before trailing off again I let out a sarcastic laugh and gripped my hoodie with my hands 

''you wanted to talk yet you have no idea what you want to talk about, what a weirdo'' I stated as the dark room fell into a very awkward silence, it was like that for about 5 minuets before vibrating could be heard from the table, I tensed up knowing that it was my phone ringing and I already knew who it was that was calling me making me freeze.

''That's your phone, your not going to answer it? It looks like its your mom'' Kota asked I hesitated for a moment before standing up and grabbing my phone and walking out to the garden and sitting on the decking, the only thing I didn't realised before I pressed the answer button was that I had left the door open,

''Hello?''

''you took a while to pick up the phone daughter''

''I.....sorry'' 

''don't sorry me! I am your mother not one of your friends that you can just blow off. Oh wait you have no friends that's right they all abandoned you because you were so cold and horrible to them''

''that's......I''

''don't try to make up excuses to get out of this because you know its true. Anyway that's not why I called I think you know why I did and that you are going to be in a lot of shit when I find you, you ungrateful little bitch!''

''What?! No you can't......''

''I do mean that, you thought you could get away from me by running away back to Japan huh? You think your father is going to protect you from me you slut? Well your wrong he can do nothing for you against me!''