''I can't keep this up, everything is too hard and difficult, if the only way through all this pain is death.....then that's what I'll go through to escape it''
If you ever thought being a famous celebrity was all fun and games your wrong, if anythi...
Kiera's POV: I closed the door to my changing room and sighed as I leaned against the cold wood, that had been the first time in 12 years that I had preformed here yet that many people continued to believe in me and my return to the stage, I'm shocked, that many people still have faith in me and in my music but I guess they don't know what hides behind that cheerful music, the bright costumes and all those smiles. I'm more surprised my father took me back into his life as easily as he did a broken and worthless piece of trash like my self has no use on this earth and no use in anyone's lives so why.... why must they all act so nice to me?
I walked over to where my casual clothes were laying out, I pulled off my costume and hung it back up on the rack then started pulling my clothes on,
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before I pulled my jumper on over my bare top half I stopped and looked into the mirror running my fingers over my wrists, both of which were shredded and uneven. The scars that remained there emphasized everything that I was and all that I was, at least that's what I had always believed myself to be because that's how I was always told that I was.
''Broken....heartless.....worthless, monster'' I whispered as I stared at the deep engravings on my forearms, just then there was a knock at my changing room door. I looked over to it then pulled my jumper over my head and pulling the long sleeves right down. I grabbed my skin colour bandages and put them in my bag with my phone and my script, then I picked up my glasses and put them on
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''Dad'' I muttered once I had picked up my bag and opened the door to see him standing there with 6 other guys a little ways away, I recognised them as Revance that were on the show with me, my father smiled to me which I returned with a small nod as I started to follow him and the other boys out of the TV studio and into the limo. My father got in the front seat and started to drive after the rest of us all climbed into the back.
''So, I guess we should talk room arrangements while we're all here, we're gonna do up the spare room tomorrow to make you a bedroom Kiera but until then I guess your gonna have to sleep in with one of us tonight'' Kiyohei said looking over to me as I sat in the corner of the limo as far away from them as I could get, I was never really good with human interaction it made me uncomfortable and I was horrible at expression what little emotions I had left in my empty shell of a body,
