A GIRLS LIFE

Disgusted

Alexis P.O.V:

I rushed down to the girls toilets. I closed the main door and then the stall door. My head bobbed back and forth and i felt faint. I knelt down next to the filthy toilet and started to vomit. My dark blond hair started to get stuck too my lips. Chunky green bits of food filled the toilet, i looked at it in disgust. I heard the front door on the bathroom slowly creak open. I  quickly hopped on top of the toilet, making sure nobody i could see my legs. 

"Alexis? are you in here?" called a familiar voice.

"Conner, Is that you?" i asked, anxious for a reply.

"Yeah, Liz and Jem are with me" he whispered.

I heard all three footsteps approach the stall door. I quickly unlocked it and went back to sitting on the floor. They all stared at me, while my head bobbed against the toilet seat.

"Conner you're  not allowed in here, it's the girls bathroom" i whispered quietly.

"Drastic times equals drastic measures" he said while smiling at me.

Jem and Lizzie whispered to each other.

"Guys ,we are gonna go get some toilet paper too clean you up Alex and we'll go get hannah from class since, she has some perfumes so you can freshen up" announced Jem.

They walked out of the room, laughing to each other. Conner pushed my hair out of my face and used some of his own tissue to wipe my mouth. He calmly took off his jacket and then lay me on his chest. He began to lay his jacket neatly on top of me. He wrapped his soft arms around me and proceeded to rub my shoulder. I looked up at his gorgeous green eyes and smiled. He looked down at me and leaned forward. As our lips touched, i felt a spark. Something, i had never felt before. The spark lasted two minutes until i realised something.

 Conner wasn't single. He was dating Teagan Mitchells. Teagan was a head girl and was extremely pretty. We used to be best friends, the only reason we stopped being friends was because i did something extremely bad too her. When we were 10 years old there was a gymnastics competition. Teagan and me made it too the finals, where it was just us against each other. My father has never liked me and i dont know why. I thought if i won the competition i could make him proud. So i cut Teagan's costume so that half way through the performance, it would fall apart. Everything went to plan and teagan was left humiliated with her frilly polka dot knickers on blast for the whole audience too see. They found pieces of her fabric trapped onto the scissors left in my bag. I was disqualified and put my dad too shame.

I pushed conner off and told him to leave. Conner looked extremely hurt as he left. Jem, Lizzie and hannah walked into the bathroom.

"Erm, Alexis why is Conner crying?" asked hannah.

"Its nothing" I stuttered.

Jem raised an eyebrow.

"You're lying" said Lizzie folding her arms.

"We kissed, but i pushed him off" i cried.

"HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND AND WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WITH HER" yelled Lizzie.

Hannah rubbed my shoulder.

"Okay. Lexis just say it was an accident and you wanna be friends, problem sorted" said Jem.

i looked up at jem and smiled as she assured me.

"Now lets clean you up" giggled hannah.

hannah started to brush my hair while Lizzie sprayed me with perfume. Jem gave me a new t-shirt and started to sing.

"I'm a survivor. I'm not gon' give up.  I'm not gon' stop.  I'm gon' work harder , I'm a survivor. I'm gonna make it. I will survive. Keep on survivin" sang Jem.

We all laughed as Jem sang. Lizzie and hannah started to join in with Jem's singing.

"Come on Alex join in" chuckled hannah.

"You know you want to" whispered lizzie while nudging me.

Eventually, i gave up and joined in.  The girls finished helping me get ready and the bell rang for break time.  We rushed out of the bathroom and ran downstairs into the playground. I saw Conner sitting down on the bench and I sprinted towards him. 

"Conner, conner" i shouted.

Conner heard my voice and started to get up and walk away.

"Conner, wait!" i yelled.

I ran up to Conner and tried to hug him but he pushed me off.

"Leave me alone alex" he mumbled.

"Conner please" i said with a tear dropping from my eye.

"You have two minutes now what?" he murmured while rolling his eyes.

"Conner I can't like you like that, you should know and what about Teagan she'd kill me" i whispered.

"I'm not in love with Teagan, i'm in love with you" he cried.

"But... Conner" i said before conner cut me off.

"Forget it Alex" he yelled and stormed off.

I mopped back over too tamica, louisa, Jem and lizzie they were all hiding behind a tree.

"why are you guys behind here?" i asked.

Tamica pointed to hannah and Jonah. We all snickered and watched as they talked.

Hannah P.O.V:

I can see the girls behind the tree watching me but i'm pretending that i don't notice them. Jonah keeps talking, but i'm not actually listening until i hear him say 'can i have your number?'.

"what was that?" i said confused.

"Oh I said if i could please have your number?" he whispered in my ear.

Those words were like music too my ears as his hot breath tingled the inside of my ear.

"Sure" i said smiling back.

I tore out a page out of my notepad and wrote down my number in my neatest handwriting. I handed him the piece of paper and seeing the beam on his face made me turn bright red. We said bye and as i walked back over to the girls i thought to myself 'do i like him?'.

Alexis P.O.V:

We all giggled as hannah walked over to us. Her face was as red as a strawberry and she had a big grin on her face. Louisa and Jem ran up to her and started to make kissy sounds. Hannah didn't fuss though she just kept smiling. 

"Hannah what happened?!" screamed tamica.

"Hannah and Jonah sitting in a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g" yelled lizzie.

While everyone was laughing i just stood their watching, i couldn't forget what Conner said. I cant believe he told me that he loves me. I just can't. I hope his feelings go away soon...