Can Hurt Heal

Chapter Three

LaNyiah/ Nae

I wake up in a panic as I removed the covers and replay the whole thing with Trey in my head, as I lay in my bed with letters around me. I tried so hard to calm my breathing down, as the tears tears begin to fall, as I began to think to myself, 'What if he really would have liked me, and we really had a kid together.' I quickly shook my head to rid me of those thoughts, as I wiped my face to and quickly remove the tears from my face as I grabbed the vision clear eye drops; being sure to drop two drops in each eye, then quickly putting it away, as I heard my sister crying as she got closer to my room, before I heard a knock.

"Come in Pineapple" When she walked in her face was red; her hair was still straight with, a few strands out of place, but her hands were red, especially her knuckles, as she came and sat on the end of my bed as she played with her hands, before tears silently started falling, and I pulled her into me. God if only I could protect her from all harm in life.

"Tell me what happened" I say stroking her hair" then she abruptly stood up pacing back and forth as she punched her fist into her hand. "That bitch, and that fuck boy, yeah that's what he is. I fucked them both up. They got me all the way fucked up." Says Nia as she continued to go on, but I have no damn idea what's she's talking about. "Ok... Pineapple, now breath. You're talking in circles, what happened?" she turns to me with her evil smile and I want to laugh so bad, but I refrain from doing so because I know she's hurting right now. But by the look on her face I can tell she handled it. "OK, so I go by there cuz I get a text" she looks at me.  "Continue." I say and nod for continuance.

"Then I enter his room to find him pounding the dog shit out of that bitch, my fucking best friend and my nigga. Fucking in his bed." Nia says and my mouth is stuck open from the shock of what I was hearing, I just can't believe it.

"Umm... umm... Well are you Okay?" I asked cuz she still smiling as she's talking. Ohh lawd my, sister is low key evil.

"Hell yeah I'm fine, well not all the way, but I'm gonna be okay, them on the other hand?" Nia said to me then started laughing again. Oh lawd she killed them.

"Are they umm, still alive? " she sat on the bed and she was way too quiet at first.
"Yes, yes they are. I beat the fuck out of them but they alive" then she started crying again. That's one thing I admire about my baby sister. She's strong as fuck, and has hands. My dad taught us to fight. I never understood why because he's a doctor. We don't live dangerous lives and we have always stayed in the best neighborhoods. I hold her close until I only hear sniffles before I speak

"My beautiful tulip, fuck him. You are gorgeous and fabulous and don't need a fuck boy on your team. Let him be and go get dressed. Now we gotta add shopping to the dinner date, lol" she smiled so big kissed my cheek
"OMG I love you. Yes we bout to get it in and rack up" she said laughing and dancing and heading to her room to get ready

I love to see her smile and will do it at all cost. I stood in my mirror looking over my body. I slept in my bra and panties. I see a faint bruise over my left ribs that never really faded away from the attack 9 months ago. Yes the whole situation with Trey happened three months before my parents died. I didn't have time to really deal with anything everything seemed to crumble at one time. Now I have my sister so I really can't focus on the foolishness.

I look at my stomach. I don't have stretch marks but I have a tummy. I look at my huge boob's, now I love these bitches. They so soft and my cleavage is pretty, that may sound crazy but I'm just being honest. I kinda look at my thighs and behind in disgust because they are thick and wide. I shrug off the thoughts and go brush my teeth and put my hair back in a ponytail before I put on black de-stress jeans and a white off the shoulder Tupac t shirt.