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marvins room ♡ e

always in my feels with this song :') i love ethan so much i literally love him so much i cry.

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ethan plopped down on the bar stool. giving the bartender a thin lined smile. "i need a round of vodka shots." he sighed, getting his wallet out and paying for the shots.

he got on his phone checking to see if you had texted him. it wasn't a surprise that ethan saw no texts from you. he sighed, putting his phone back on the bar and downing a shot.

it wasn't long before all the shot glasses were empty, leaving ethan feeling a bit drunk. he called the bartender over, ordering more shots and a glass of tequila.

he downed each shot as if it was nothing. his phone buzzed seeing that he got a post notification on instagram. he never shut them off. he always got excited when you posted a picture.

he clicked on the notification and his heart broke even more. you posted a picture with another guy. he was kissing your cheek and you were smiling. ethan's eyes started filling up with tears.

you were his one and only. he loved you and only you, so it was a surprise to him when you broke it off suddenly. he sat in bed every night thinking what he did wrong.

truth is, he didn't do anything wrong. you were just done with the relationship. he couldn't believe how fast you would move on.

he chugged his glass of tequila, shutting his eyes tight when the alcohol would burn his throat.

by now, ethan was overly drunk and had no control of what he was doing. he pressed your contact name, putting the phone up to his ear waiting for you to pick up.

"what do you want ethan?" you spat answering the phone. ethan smiled on the other end hearing your voice. "you answered so he must not be around." he slurred his words.

"are you drunk?" you asked ethan, becoming worried that he wouldn't make the right decision.

"i just want to say, fuck that new guy that you love so bad. y/n i know you still think about the times we had. fuck that new guy that you think you found. he's never going to love you or treat you how i did." he slurred.

"ethan where are you? i'm coming to pick you up." you grabbed your car keys, walking out to your car prepared to pick ethan up.

"i'm just saying you can do better." he ignored your comments and pleads. he laughed a bit and thought about the times you used to have. "you're friends are telling you i don't mean anything. you deserve that new guy."

"ethan please." you begged.

"fuck that new guy that you love so bad. i've been in this club too long. too many drinks. too many bitches. i've brought too many girls home. i threw parties. bitches came." he started speaking whatever was on his mind.

"i-i still l-love you." you sobbed.

"i wish i could say the same." ethan hung up, ordering more shots.

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ethan is a savage. this didn't turn out how i wanted but i love marvins room. and i often listen to it when i want to cry or am crying so i can be more sad love it :')