I Love You to the Moon and Back

17th March

17th March

Dear Blake,

I’m sorry I didn’t write to you for a week. Drake brought me to the hospital yesterday to know about my situation. Apparently, I’m 8 weeks pregnant. The sonogropher inserted something in me and damn was it cold. I was alone in the room with her. Drake doesn’t want to be in the room because he said it will make him feel uncomfortable. How I wish you were with me. I needed someone by my side to hold my hand. It’s fine Blake. I’m okay. I understand you won’t come back.

We will be graduating in three days. I’m excited to leave the hell hole. I can’t wait to go to college. Yep, I’m still going to college. You know how much I want to be a fashion designer. My family would be moving to New York with me. They said they can’t leave me alone. I’m fine with that. I need my family with me. I can’t wait to start going to Parsons. As you know it, it’s my dream school. We will be moving in two weeks. I don’t have the heart to say good bye to Denise and Drake. They’ve stuck with me ever since the beginning. Denise will be going to NYU so we would still be in the same city. She will be studying law and the university is just 10 minutes away from mine. So it’s very convenient. She will be staying in a dorm there for the first year and then she said she’ll rent her own apartment later. Drake got into Princeton so he will be going to New Jersey. He’s going to be so far away from us. I promised him that I’ll make him the god father of our child.

I have so many things to do this week. I need to start packing; I need to pick up my dress from the tailor for graduation and I need to shop for new furniture. How am I going to do everything in a week? I know you want me to rest cause I’m pregnant but I can’t. I’m excited to go to college.  

I went to your house this morning again and slept on your bed for a while. It still smells like you. I still can’t believe you’re gone and you’re never going to come back. It’s still really difficult for me to move on.

Well, I better go now Blake. I need to sleep. I hope you’re doing fine up there. I miss you more every day.

I love you. I love you to the moon and back.

Carina

AN: IM SO SORRY THAT I DIDN’T UPDATE FOR MORE THAN A MONTH! I WAS SO BUSY WITH WORK AND  ALL AND COLLEGE APPLICATIONS! SORRY =(

I hope this chapter was fine for you guys. I promise to update more =) Thank you for being patient :D

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Xoxo,

M