I Love You to the Moon and Back

12th June

12th June

Dear Blake,

Forgive me. I was really busy these past few weeks. I went shopping again for more things for our baby. How are you? Are you okay? I was wondering if your wound healed? I mean, when I last saw you, you were injured. You had bruises and cuts. Oh god. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry again. I'm still wondering if I'm ever going to move on!

My tummy is quite big now. I see a bulge and it looks very weird. I have an appointment 2 weeks later with my doctor and she's going to check our baby again. Oh how I wish you were with me. I can't do this by myself.

Drake and Denise have both been by my side. They are a great help especially Drake. I don't know how to tell you this but whenever I'm with Drake, I feel something that I can't quite put my finger at. It's this feeling I haven't felt in a long time. I feel safe and happy. Is it weird? He's been really sweet to me. Whatever food I'm craving for this past month, he gets them for me immediately.

I'm scared just thinking about it. I don't know what to feel, I don't know how to feel and I don't know what to do.

I really want to go back and stop you from going there. I still don't see the point of you going to that place. If you didn't, you'd still be here with me, my pregnant self with our baby. If you didn't go, you wouldn't get hit. I don't care if he's still in prison, he deserves to not have a life. Doesn't he know not to drink and drive? That stupid thing can cause someone's life. Doesn't he know that? He deserves to rot in hell.

I should probably stop writing now. It's past midnight already and I can't stop yawning. Oh, I've been frowning a lot. My eyebrows are weird.

Anyway, I better sleep.

I love Blake, I love you to the moon and back.

Carina

A/N

Happy New Year to whoever reading this! 😄😄😄

Sorry for the extremely late update. I had my exams and shït. 😊
Stay happy and Be happy!

I love you

M❤️