I Love You to the Moon and Back

17th September

17th September

Dear Blake,

I have one more month to go. I'm very nervous yet excited. I want to know the gender so badly but I'll wait.

How are you Blake? Are you doing well up there or wherever you are? I'm doing good here. I haven't had so much happiness in a very long time. It feels to s myself every morning in the mirror and finally being thankful. I'm starting to love life again. I really am.

Drake asked me out and I agreed to go out with him. Do you think it's a good idea? For me, I think it is. He told me he liked me before. Why didn't you tell me? I thought you told me everything. Oh wells, it's fine. That's the past anyway.

NYU is fine. People kept staring at my belly but you have no idea how happy I am flaunting it. The lectures are long but I could handle it. I just feel really tired and sleepy all the time.

Denise has a new boyfriend. He's actually from my class. I introduced them to each other and they hit off immediately. I'm very happy for her because he's a good guy even though they got into a relationship after 2 weeks. Who am I to judge?

I have to go now Blake. Dinner is ready and I have to feed that little samurai in my tummy! I really hope you're enjoying yourself wherever you are.

I love you Blake. I love you to the moon and back.

Carina

A/N: HELLOOOWW! :) Another update! :) I hope you enjoyed it! Please vote, comment, fan and share! It would mean a lot.

I recommend you to listen to the song I posted for this chapter. It's called Hotel Ceiling by Rixton. I'm obsessed with it!

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This chapter is also dedicated to her because she's the best and I love her so so much! <3

xxoo,

M