2nd April
Dear Blake,
We're finally here in New York! I love my new apartment! Its big and the view is great!
How are you, Blake? Are you doing okay up there? Do people still get sick when they go to heaven? I really hope you're having fun up there.
Denise will be staying with us for a while until school starts. We are planning to go shopping later because now, my jeans don't fit me at all. Hahahaha! I actually want to buy more dresses so I'll feel more comfortable.
Remember I told you in the last letter that I feel excited going to college? Actually, no. I'm very nervous! Even though I still have 3 more months till I start but my heart cannot stop beating fast. I have this feeling that I will not enjoy it there. I don't know anyone there and i'm afraid nobody's going to be friends with the pregnant girl. Not that I'm complaining. I love our baby already. Maybe even more than I love you. Hahahahhaha!
I'm actually really excited for the baby because Denise and Drake promised me that we will all go baby shopping soon! I want a baby girl but I know you want a boy! Let's see yeah? I don't want to know the gender until I give birth. I still have to think of the name! I knowm it's too early for me to think of all of these stuffs but I can't help it.
I still feel nausea and tired. I get tired very easily and I'm sleeping most of the days but I love sleeping. It just makes me happy!
It's 11 p.m. already here and I'm really sleepy. I should probably go to sleep.
I miss you so much Blake. You know, I would do anything just to have you back. Just so you can be with me but I know it's impossible. I don't want to believe it is.
I love you Blake. I love you to the moon and back.
Carina
AN: So apparently, i broke the promise :3 hehehehe I'm so sorry! I was just really busy with everything in my life! I even had writers block. I sort of gave up writing but then I don't know, today, i felt like writing. It makes me happy even though i know how shitty my stories and writings are!! hahhahaha
I hope you all are fine! whoever you are reading my story :) Thank you so much! I really appreciate it! :D
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Xoxo,
M <3
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I Love You to the Moon and Back
ContoCarina's boyfriend tragically died one night. She was depressed and heart broken. Writing letters to him seems to be the only way for her to be closer to him. She finds out something later on and doesn't know what to do about it. Her best friend, De...
