19th August

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19th August


Dear Blake,


I know you must be wondering why I wrote you "I'm sorry.". Well, I'm sorry again. I can't do this anymore. I really can't. You don't know how I feel. I'm pregnant and depressed. How is that good for the baby? I did something really wrong too. I kissed him Blake. I kissed him. I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do now. I'm hopeless. I didn't know what to do!


He invited me to dinner and we ate peacefully. Nothing weird or awkward between us. He came here to see me so I agreed to go out with him to dinner. After that, we went out for a walk in the park. He asked me how am I, I told him I was fine but he didn't believe me. He forced the truth out of me so I told him. I cried and he held me then in a spur of the moment, he kissed me and I kissed him back. I'm so sorry Blake. I really am.


He didn't apologize to me too saying he doesn't regret it. I didn't even force him to apologize to me. What's worse is that, it happened again. It happened last week and this time, I was the one who kissed him. I guess maybe because I flt lonely without you. I don't know what's wrong with me. You must be so angry up there. I don't know Blake. I don't know.


I love you Blake. I really do. I love you to the moon and back.


Carina











AN: SHOUT OUT TO MY BEST FRIEND! This chapter is dedicated to you becaus you forced me to update all my stories.. which will happen soon. LOL

I love you so so so so much!


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