The Enemy. {Hathan Stykes}

C;14 - Alone.

[NathanSykes]

That night I was laying in my bed, in the room I usually share with Siva-and it couldn't be more emptier. I felt more alone then I have ever felt before. I feel low.... too low... I got up abruptly from the soft covers that were suffocating me, and started pacing around the room. What do I do?! I can't go downstairs... if I go anywhere near the kitchen, the sharp knives would make me lose my senses!

What shall I do?! It was 1:30am, so I could go for a jog-what the hell am I saying?! I would most probably get attacked by some drunks at this time! Hm... breaking me out of my thoughts, my phone buzzed on the bedside table. I cautiously walked over to it-as I'm not used to anyone texting me... the only texts I usually get are from O2, telling me to top my phone credit up.

It was from Unknown... dude, doesn't that sound freaky to you?! But what have I got to lose?

The text read: hey, I noticed ur light was on, u okkkk? .x

WHAT THE-STALKER! I HAVE A STALKER?! WHAT DO I DO?! DO I GO TO THE POLICE OR STRAIGHT TO THE FBI?!

Oh... it's harry btw;D .x oh, well... I guess not.

Eagerly I texted him back, No... I guess I'm not ok:( how did u get my number anyway? xx-Nayf.

Five seconds later, wot-y not?!?! whats up, baby? oh when u went to the bathroom I texted myself ur number:):) .xx -Harreh.

Umm.. I'm scared:/ oh that's ok(: xx-Nayf.

y u scared baby? .xx-Harreh.

I'm alone... so yea... ha xx-Nayf.

I didn't get a reply and now I felt like he thinks I'm a wimp... urgh!

Time to crawl back to bed.... and die.

As I was just about to fall asleep, I hear small taps on the window. Uhoh, serial killer?! I peeked through the small gap I made through the curtains and it feels like a  deja vu moment as Harry's standing there with pebbles in his hands. Just as he's about to throw another one at the window again, I open it and step out onto the balcony... and take one to the forehead-urgh, thanks!

"Shoot! I'm so sorry!!" Harry gasps from the pavement underneath the balcony. I put my hand up and shake my head signalling that it was okay, and he makes his way up the oak tree beside the apartment-like the last time.

The next thing I know, he's hugging me and I hugging him back.

"You aren't hurt, right?" the concern is visible in his tone and it makes my heart swell with love and passion for him-the one I'm meant to hate!

"I'm f-fine... just a little c-cold." I admit and he vibrates my body as he chuckles. I lightly tug on his baggy hoodie, bringing him inside my lamp lit bedroom. He was smiling and all I could really do was melt as I stared at his deep dimples.

"So... why are you scared of being alone?" Harry asked the question I was dreading to answer. Do I trust him fully enough to tell my darkest secret... no, and yes...

He perched on my bed, sitting on my pillow with his arm draped over the headrest then he patted on the empty space beside him and I immediately snuggled up next to him.

"You can trust me, Nathan James Sykes. I won't ever tell a soul. You have my word." he whispered into my ear softly and I felt the goose bumps fill my skin as he kissed my cheeks slowly-the pressure from his plump lips lingered on the red surface.

"I-I know I can... I-I just... I-I just don't want to lose you, that's all." I admitted sheepishly and he let out an 'aww'.

"I'm not going anywhere unless you tell me to, baby." he promises me and I know how serious his words are. He truly means them.

I gulp and brace myself now for his reaction. I just hope that he doesn't see me differently. I hope the truth doesn't change the way he sees me-not attracted to me anymore. First of all how can he even be attracted to me? He's the first guy since-ever? At first I thought it was all a joke-a bet, but... it's not is it? He actually feels this way about me! I trust him-I need to.

"Okay... I'll tell you-just please don't-don't judge me, or hate me or-" and with that he pressed his lips onto mines and I smiled happily. I felt my insides melt like butter and I couldn't be more happier because it was the sweetest way to say SHUT UP NATHAN YOU TALK AND OVER THINK TOO MUCH DUDE!!

"I think you're amazing, Nathan." he pecks my lips again and all I could do is smile contently.

"The problem and reason I'm afraid of being alone is... is... because I have serious depression that only the doctor, you and I know about. No-one else knows and I would really like to keep it that way, Harry. I don't want sympathy... so I keep it to myself which is very wrong because I get more depressed when I'm like that. I trust you Harry... please don't make me regret trusting you." I mumbled the last sentence as he pulled me closer into his arms so now I had engulfed his scent. Harry smelt of mint with a hint of vanilla... mmm.. He was stroking my hair softly with his freakishly large hand now.

"I won't ever make you regret trusting me because your secret is safe with me. I would rather die from being tortured for answers about you, then you regretting trusting me. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me and I-I don't know what to say but... I'll always be here for you, to protect you and shelter you from whatever frightens you. I don't want you to be fearful of anything when I'm around because I won't let anyone, or anything hurt you ever! From this day on..." He solemnly swears and I look up to see his green eyes are holding an expression of seriousness as well as passion-for me.

He lies me... only me. Wow. That's a lot to take in right now.

"Oh and Nathan?"

"Yeah?" I answered breathlessly as he was leaning in once more.

"I love you." and the next thing I know is our lips are moulded together to become one and I wouldn't mind dying right now, because this is the happiest and greatest moment of my entire existence.

He loves me... woah.

{{TOMMORROW I'M GOING TO SEE THE WANTED I'M JUST SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW AASDGHJJKL URGH ITS THEIR LAST CONCERT IN THE UK, URGH URGH .. HARREH LOVES HIM AWWWH.. comment and vote pleaseee ily-Tanisha .x}}