Save Me, My Hero

First Week of Warped

Nirvana's POV

Warped tour kicks off today, we left about two days ago and now Eva, Ashley and Karina are setting up the merch tent while I help Cody and Logan tune the guitars. Then we start sound check with our new somg 570, I had so much fun singing it even if I was all over Ghost then Chris. Gaia and Kylie knew it was just for the show, Eva and I played with the jackolantern on stage.

I saw Rox and Logan were broken up and Rox flirting with Ricky. Was Ricky also flirting with her? Oh come on lil Ghost you need to get over him! He cheated! Eva and I walk back to the bus and she jumps into Ryan's arms and kisses him, I remember when I used to do that with Ricky. Oh stop it. I hung out with Vinny and he wasn't too bad of a guy, but I know I will never get feelings for him. Escape was here in Warped! I get see TJ but of course I have to tell Richard where I was when I ran off.

"Can I speak with you?" Rick asked "sure" I say and I sit on the couch of the living area "no, outside somewhere private" he says and I got up walking outside the bus. He then took the lead and took me near the catering tent was and no one was there. "Nirvana, where were you when you left the house?" he asked "well I'm going to be honest because I will always be honest and loyal to you even if we're not together" I say pausing. "I went to talk with Angelo and Kelly, I showered at their house and told them not to tell you that I went and that they had seen me and talked with me. I left their house driving off to Brooklyn and I met up with TJ and we had sex but I have no feelings for him we are just friends and then I came back to Scranton and I also told him the same thing I told Ange" I said with all honesty.

He shook his head "you slept with TJ? And told him and Ange to tell me that they didn't see you or talked to you" he said sadly "yeah" I responded "why? I was worried sick for you I wanted to fix the situation, but you went to bed with TJ" he stated "I was angry and sad and I needed to think, and yes I slept with TJ and ever since I left the house we weren't together anymore and Ricky really if you wanted to fix the situation you wouldn't have done what you did" I said getting angry.

"Really Nirvana? I wanted to clear up things and tell you that I don't like her and she wasn't the reason I would come home late and leave the house early in the morning. It was the song writing I was doing it for" Ricky said getting upset "well Ricky you knew Rox would do anything to seperate us and she did it, Ricky I am hurt you cheated and I don't need your explanation or any apologies. You're free to do whatever you want and I won't be hurt anymore. So don't talk to me, look at me or especially touch me because you know me well oh and I'm not pregnant so you don't have to give child support and be out the babies life. I have to go back." I say and walk away from Ricky to go back to the bus to see what I am going to wear and walk around also to see TJ.

A Few Days Later

So I survived the first week of Warped tour and I've been sneaking around with TJ. One of the days before going to the next destination TJ and I had sex in his bunk and we fell asleep. When we woke up we were at our destination but I was still in bus. Rox spotted me walking into the bus early morning wearing one of Ricky's shirts that was super tight on her. She didn't say anything because no one confronted me but I think she's sleeping with Ricky.

It's Sunday and an off day in I believe in Oregon. Ricky is showering, while Rox is out with the crew members and Chris and Gaia are out and about. Eva and Ryan haven't woken up since its early. Ghost and Kylie are in the living area watching a movie and Vinny is looking for his favorite pair of jeans and shirt. I go to Ricky's bunk and see an underwear of Rox hidden under his pillow and I search more and find about three boxes of condoms. I put them away and head to get clothes to shower after Ricky and I start to cry. I wipe my tears because I don't want anyone questioning what is wrong with me.

I sniffled and felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist and kiss my neck. I felt their hot breath on the back of my ear and shivers went down my spine. I turned to see TJ "Teej, what are you doing here so early?" I asked blushing "I came to see the most beautiful girl in the world and ask her of she wants to join me for breakfast" he says and moves his body closer to mine. I think I just got horny because he smells so good and he feels and looks so sexy.

"Beautiful girl? If I look like a mess and my hair looks like a birds nest" I say pouting "you're always beautiful" he says kissing my cheek and making me giggle. "Well thank you and of course I would love to join you for breakfast, let me just get ready" I say when we both hear the bathroom door open turning to see Ricky walk out. "Okay baby girl, I'll wait for you here, don't take too long sexy" he says seductively and leans down to kiss me passionately making me moan into the kiss.

I got ready fast and I headed to TJ where he was still waiting for me. "Let's go, I'm starving" I say taking his hand in mine and walk to the living area. We saw Ricky tying his shoe laces and he looked up "I'm going to go meet up Rox at the restaurant where we are going to eat, I don't know what time we'll be back so don't wait for us" he said to Ghost and walking out the bus. "Me and TJ are going to breakfast and I'll be back soon, call me if you need anything" I said to both Ghost and Kylie.

It's Monday show day in Oregon, we preform at a later time today so I went to go see Escape The Fate's set and walk around with TJ, I also invited him to our set and before preforming TJ and I had sex in his bunk, some fans spotted us and probably found out we are kind of fuck buddies but who cares. I went on and our first song was 570 and Chris introduces us and the song and he started singing the first verse.

"And nothing can replace those those lessons learned, when I stood with my brothers on the side of the road" I sang seeing Ricky look at Rox "... For so long it's all I've known we're crossing over the undertow, for so long no one was listening determined to make those deaf ears ring." I sang the last words with Ricky at the same time. I saw him throw a kiss to Rox and I ran to Chris whispering to continue and I ran off the stage.

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