Save Me, My Hero

Going back home

February

Nirvana's POV

Jaime is out with the guys at an interview and a photoshoot while I am here making my decision to tell Jaime that I want to move back to Scranton. I really miss my sister and my friends and maybe I could work for Motionless again I really miss them. I know its going to break Jaime's heart but I want to go back and make a difference of my life over there. I just have to talk with Ashley to see if I could live with her again. Then I know Jaime would be confused because our relationship is going well but I can't give him a kid and I know that I love Ricky and that's why I don't want to marry him. I love Jaime but my feelings are going away.

I go to the local stores around our neighborhood and to Keven's house as well because he had some boxes for me. Keven and Marina already know and so does Tony and Mike along with Alysha and Erin. Now I just have to confront Danielle, Vic and Jaime, I am nervous on how they'll react. I went back to my house before Jaime arrived and I skyped Eva and Ashley on the group Skype.

A- Ashley
E- Eva
N- Nirvana

Convo

E & A: Hi Nirv how are you girl!?? They asked at the same time and they gigled.

N: I am good but I am nervous because I decided to go back to live in Scranton. I haven't told Jaime and Vic yet but I will today. I just wanted to ask you Ash if I could live with you again. I said and they had smiled plastered on their faces.

A: Of course! When will you be coming back? So I can get clean your room because I have not been in there since you left. She said.

N: Next week, I will pack this week and I'll leave Sunday super early and leave for Nebraska and then to Iowa and then arrive in Scranton. Just like I did the time I came to San Diego. I said trying to see if I could convince them.

E: Okay, but just becareful and get here whenever you need to. We have two weeks off before another tour but we haven't found abother Rox replacement. I hope Chris will hire you again but we all love you so I am pretty sure he will. Eva said fumbling around.

A: Yeah don't worry okay take your time and like Eva said be careful and safe in driving. We will wait for you here and we miss you. We would be so happy to have you back. She said smiling as her braces showed.

E: I have to go cuz my cat ran off and I have to feed him and he can't go to certain places in the house because Ry and I put new carpet and Ry just got home. She said.

N: Okay have fun! Get married already have kids! And I'll see you when I get to Scranton! I said yelling and she hung up by kissing the screen and flipping it off and Ashley and I laughed.

A: I have to go too because I have some homework to do and I gotta eat I haven't ate because I was with the guys at their photoshoot. She said sighing.

N: Okay, I have to go too because Jaime is almost home and we got to talk. Love you! See you when i get to Scranton! Bye! I said waving to the camera and we hung up.

I think there is something going on with Vinny and her because I saw them post a picture of them together today on Instagram. I got ready to recieve Jaime and Vic, I texted Jaime to invite Vic over to talk. I sat on the couch as I heard car doors close, I am so nervous that my heart is pounding really hard and my palms are sweating. Here goes nothing.

The door opens and I stand as I see my boyfriend and his best friend enter the house. "Hi babe, hey Vic how was the photoshoot?" I ask as we hug and sit down on the couch "it was the bomb! We had so much fun like always! So you had something to tell us?" Jaime asked and I sighed. "Babes I decided to move back to Scranton, I want to retake my life over there and I want to make something different out of it" I said pacing back and fourth. "Okay, um if thats what you want to do that's okay we will give your last paycheck and we will stay in contact and we will miss you" Vic said hugging me. "Babe, why? Is it me? What is it? Don't leave me please" Jaime said sadly "it's best if I leave you to talk" Vic said leaving.

"No babe, I just decided to go because I miss Eva and my friends and I miss the cold weather of Scranton, I miss my hometown" I said "okay baby, if that's your choice then I will help you out and accept it" he said hugging and we cried a little. "I move next week, well I leave Sunday really early in the morning, it's wednesday and I need to start packing" I said "okay, I'll help you" he said and we got packing.

Saturday Night

"Jaime can I tell you something" I said as we were going to go to sleep. Here goes nothing I hope he doesn't hate me forever. "Yes of course, what is it?" he asked and tears fell out of my eyes "Jaime, we can't be together anymore because we are going to be far away from each other and in all honesty please don't hate me forever, but I stopped loving you more than as a friend, I love you as a best friend" I said and more tears fell out of my eyes "baby girl, it's okay don't worry, it does hurt but if you feel that way I understand but please becareful in Scranton and keep the ring I gave you and I will miss your blue and black hair and those beautiful blue eyes" he said and we kissed. Good night Little Horrors and Ghosts mama loves you.

It's Sunday morning, I said goodbye to my Pierce The Veil family and I am on my way to Scranton. I called the girls that I am on my way to Scranton. They were excited, so am I and nervous to see Rick and the guys. I missed everyone! I just hope good things happen to me when I get back home. Scranton here I come.

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