Well let's say that I loved one person that meant the whole world to me but he also broke me just like my ex did. Now I found a new love but he is the one I miss the most. Should I belong in the Rock star life, should I follow my dreams or follow hi...
When I got home, Tyrese kept apolpgizing but I locked myself in my room and I changed into my swim suit. I packed some things for the beach and I walked out "I'm going to the beach, I'll come back soon and then we'll talk" I said to Tyrese sternly and walked to the elevator to go get in the car. I went to North beach and it was so beautiful I layed on my beach towel under my huge umbrella.
"With that huge umbrella I couldn't get a tan" said a stupid tan blonde girl she and her friend were playing trash music on their small speaker. "Then I wouldn't have skin cancer and be a baked potato like you" I said blasting Motionless In White on my small speaker "well at least I'm not emo" she said and I threw sand at her and she ran away. I finally got some peace, I messaged Motionless and my friends saying that I will be staying in Florida for a week then going back to Scranton.
When I came back to my mum's penthouse it was around 4 my mum would get out like around 6. So I ran up to my room to shower and put on a grey with red PTV tank top, red Rebel8 Fruits of Labor shorts and my low top converse. I got my laptop and went down stairs to sit on the couch. I ended up skyping with Ivan, he was making me laugh "who are you talking to?" Tyrese voice scared the fuck out of me and I jumped "no one" I said and went back talking with Ivan.
"Nirvana come on, I'm sorry don't be mad at me please I could make it up to you" Tyrese said getting on my nerves. I rolled my eyes "Ivan I'll talk to you later, I have to resolve some things" I say "okay, bye" he said and we hung up the skype. I shut my computer "what?" I say crossing my arms "I'm sorry for calling you emo but please tell me why you cut, I just want you to feel comfortable around me and talk to me as a friend like someone you could trust" he says pleading. I groaned "fine, my mum already knows so you don't have to tell her" I say getting nervous.
"I cut myself because my ex boyfriend Ivan broke up with me. I met my ex Ricky that same day he dumped me and a few days later I saw Ivan was talking to somwone else and said I love you to her and she has a son. So I saw that since I didn't get pregnant from Ivan and saw that he loved her more than me I just tried to take my life because I felt stupid and worthless. And yes I do have fresh cuts from yesterday because I couldn't take the pain on seeing my ex Ricky with the girl who tried to seperate us before he cheated on me" I said and his face just dropped "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I hope you can for-" I cut him off "I forgive you it's okay you didn't know and when I got you mad the first thing was to say what you said" I said and hugged him.
When my mum got home we ate chinesse at the dinning room table and I told her what had happened at the beach. She and Tyrese just burst out laughing because they never thought the girls were going to run away instead of fighting me. "Nirvana" Tyrese said getting my attention "yes?" I asked "would you give your mum and I your blessing?" he said holding my mums hand "for what?" I said while chow mein was being stuffed in my mouth "for us to get married" he said my mums and I eyes widened.
"Catherine will you marry me?" he said as he got down on one knee and pulled out an engagement ring. My mum gasped "y- yes of course I will marry you" she said and Tyrese put the 3 carat ring on my mums pale ring finger "I give you my blessing! If youbare happy I am happy" I say smiling and we all grouped hug, I always wanted a complete family like this. My dad left my mum when I was 2 years old and my uncle passed away the day before my 12th birthday. My family passed away about 2 years ago as well, we were sad for a while but things got better.
For the past week I stayed Tyrese and I hung out and also did stuff on our own. My mum spend the weekend with us and we went shopping, we fixed my room and bought me clothes for when I stay here and also fixed the bathroom. Today I am leaving its five am so I just put up my hair, a light white sweater over one of TJ's shirts I stole from him, black drop dead sweat pants and my black Nike athletic shoes. I said bye to Tyrese and my mum drove me to the airport.
I said bye to her and I checked in and went to my terminal. My mum had to leave for work before traffic hit. I boared my flight and I texted the girls that I was on my way home from Florida that'll see them in two months. I couldn't sleep because the turbulence was horrible, I was scared and almost had an anxiety attack. I landed in Kentucky and I charged my phone and I bought a cute little chair for my cactus plant and I also watered it. I boarded my flight back home. I just held my small cactus close to me and I fell asleep.
I'm finally home, I claim my baggage and head to my car. It's finally getting a little hot here in Scranton because it's always cold, I'm not complaining but sometimes it's good to have a little heat. I get to mine and Ashley's house and all I want to do is sleep. I just throw my things on the ground and text the girls that I am back in Scranton. I put on one of Ricky's oversized shirts, his sweat pants and his sweater that I stole from him when I left his house. His musky scent was still there and I missed it so much and I miss him even if he's with Rox. Now to sleep, rest my little Horrors and Ghosts mama loves you.
💀
Nirvana's mum's ring
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
