Jacob And Renesmee Book 1

Edward , Bella , Nessie and Jacob

I'm so lost and confused on what my family is , does or how they handle their selves. The emotions , the cravings. The need for blood. The smell of Jake . The way of living a normal life. This all seems like a fictional story. I should be absolutely use to everything. But I'm not , one minute I'm a kid playing outside. Playing games that normal young kids play. I have missed out on the whole human life style. I. Half human but I grow at a rate that nobody else does. Therefore I have never got to attend school. I hear good and bad things about it. But experiencing it myself would be a dream come true . Now , I'm about 16 and I have slowed down on growing quite a bit. I heard one day I will completely come to a hault with that. But until then , I'm trying my best to be and have a normal life.

I'm wondering around the forest that is my back yard. I'm always so nervous about if I come in contact with a human or a new creature that I have not yet been told about. It is weird how close we are with the werewolves . Sometimes , it scares me because of the volturi. Which they have been trying to take my family down for decades. My family is just to smart and powerful for them. They wish to be like us. In their dreams. I slightly giggle out loud while I think that.

I'm walking , and I hear something making noise in the bushes . I quickly start to back up so I can return out of site of whatever it is so I can run as fast as I can back to the house . All I keep saying in my head is where is my dad . I'm hoping he can read my mind from where ever he's at . Or I'm hoping aunt Alice can see the future .

I keep hearing it get closer and closer. So I know I'm not gonna get out of eye site . And I don't want to run and risk showing a human exactly what I am. So I scream . I just stand there and scream repeatedly. Hoping someone can here me . Within seconds my dad is by my side. He didn't have to ask me anything , he read my mind and heard what I heard. He dashes off after whatever is here. And I just run off home. I'm scared out of my mind. I'm still not completely use to this whole thing of being half vampire. So I'm frightened that somebody will do something to me or worse. Kill me

I reach the house , I don't talk to anyone . I barely saw anyone . I just completely ran straight to my room In fear. I could hear my mother run after where ever my dad was. I probably worried her more then my dad is. my mother has always been a protective type and my father as well. Its like a competition​ with them to. They probably compete on who loves me more. Which personally neither of them can win at that.

I smell Jake , great. Just what I need another body guard to come make sure everything is ok. Everyone over reacts Everytime I go anywhere or make the slightest noise . I would rather one person take care of the issue instead of every person in my life .

Knock on my door. I clearly don't want to answer it. But if I don't I know I will be getting a talking too. I open it and it smelt so bad of wet dog. The older I get the more he smells. Hopefully I can just get use to it. He is my best friend.

" What?" I say glaring at Jake with a mad stare