Jacob And Renesmee Book 1

Chapter 3 : Out of the loop

         Dad was in the office with Carlisle talking about whatever was in the woods. I believe I have the right to know. Only because whatever it was , it was following me. But as I can see I'm probably not getting any answers anytime soon. I decide to just not think about it. It's hard to put a stalking at the back of your mind . But I do try my best.

       I just continue to go on with my night. I go to sleep. Hoping that I can sleep the thoughts away. It's hard to sleep when nobody in your house sleeps but you. I should be use to that. Sometimes they can be so loud. I think they forget a half human lives here and needs some rest. But I stay content in my room. Sleeping or not. I over heard many stories sometimes. That's how I know alot about what going on. But so far tonight , I have heard nothing of what happened to me today.

       I roll over and again try and push the wood stalking in the back of my mind. I'm just trying to figure out how I'm going to rest and enjoy this little moment of privacy. In this family privacy is not easily given. Due to a bug fact that my father constantly reading minds. I can't get away with anything when he's around. I'm starting to learn to control my thoughts around him. That way he can't know every little detail about my life. I really doubt he wants to know when my period starts. I laugh inside my head at that thought. I would have laughed out loud , but as you see I'm trying to get any information about what happened . Still nobody is speaking of it.

         It was hours and hours of laying in bed just staring at the ceiling or walls. I drifted off to sleep. I did indeed get some rest. I slept peacefully. I still have no idea how.

            The next morning I wake up and make my way out to the kitchen. My father is there reading the paper. Since when did he read ? He's more of a musical person. He is usually playing his piano at this time. He's always playing the song that he wrote for my mother. It's beautiful . I enjoy hearing it myself . My dad is a really talented person in many ways.

       He notices me and looks up. He gives me a kind of geniune smile. I smile back. The room then became awkward . He still didn't speak. Something is going on I thought. You could hear my dad chuckle behind me . I turn around and look at my dad. He doesn't look up from the paper. So I break the silence.

         " Dad you know you could stay out of my head. Please. " I say. My tone came out more aggressive then I had intended.

         He then laughs. Finally making eye contact with me.
" You know I can't." He replyss.

       I let out a frustrated sigh. I just walk out the kitchen. I forgot all about food. I have no idea why I am unbearably annoyed with my father . But who wouldn't be if their father read everything on their mind. I need to learn how to block my thoughts more.

        Later on in the day I decide to sit out on the porch. I would have went for another walk in the woods , but whatever happened yesterday has me terrified. I enjoy being alone. I guess I'm like my mom in that way. It doesn't bother me. I guess that's because I never got to attend school. I never got to make friends . My one and only friend is Jake. The werewolf. My world is different. I need to learn to love it. But sometimes I pray for something , just one thing normal to happen to me .

      In a world of vampire and werewolf's I highly doubt that would happen . I just sit there playing with my hair. I hear another noise. So I stand up Ina defensive stance . I'm ready for whatever is about to pop up. But it was nothing that was a threat. It was just Jacob.