Jacob And Renesmee Book 1

Chapter 6

     The next morning i wake up. I just look around my room. As much as i want to feel refreshed i have all these emotions and fears.  Im not sure of whats going on in my life as of right now. Thats a little bit terrifying. Okay , not a little kind of alot. Especially with that vampire guy following me and the way i connected with jacob last night.  This just doesnt seem real. I think about pinching myseld to see if its all a dream. But i know it's not.
 
        I open my bedroom door and Jacobs head falls on the floor. He jerks quickly and wakes up. Hes looking a little confused.  I can't help but laugh. That's the most joy i have felt in 48 hours. Hes looks up at me and smiles. 

       "Good morning" i say looking down and wondering why he is still laying flat on the floor. I giggled a little more .  Jake is pretty silly. I love the silly side of him. He is like the only person who actually lets loose around me and is not always serious. My favourite part about him.

        "Good morning ness." He says  standing up.

      "Why are you sleeping on the floor in front of my room?" I ask.
   
        "Making sure you were safe all night. Plus your parents needed to hunt last night." He says smirking and leaning against my foor way with jis arms crossed and very sweet smile on his face.
 
       I just push passed him because at this moment all i could think about was  fruity pebbles i was trying to eat yesterday but my dad just couldnt stay out of my head for 5 minutes. 

       After i ate i decided was going to go outside. But this time i was nit going to go for any walks or anything of that sort. I was simply going to enjoy the fresh air from the comfort of my front proch.

      Stepping outside and into the fresh air i take a huge deep breath and exhale. I was so in love with nature. And still am . Sometimes. I think yesterday put a dent into how i feel about being outside . Especially alone. But whats a teenage girl suppose to do to be able to think about all the emotions and raging hormones going on her body. Not only the fear of near death but the fact that something was going on between her and her bestfriend.

        I wasnt alone for long outside. Somebody is always having eyes on me. But it all seems a little worse. I probably couldn't go to the bathroom alone right now.  I couldn't technically sleep alone in peace either . I had a werewolf sleeping on the floor outside of my door.

        I hear foot steps and i automatically knew who was there ti break my train of thought. Or so i thought.  I was shocked to see it was actually my father. Now i know hes reading my mind and knows everything. I look at him with a little embarassment in my face.  I didnt want him to hear me think of Jacob that way. The only i can do at this moment is just hope he doesnt say anything to him or my mother. My mother will probably end up finding out.  My dad has a huge soft spot for her , so he will always tell her everything .

      " Ness, i know your not sure of all of this. But i cant be the one to tell you  about Jacob.  That's on him. But i can tell you i know who the guy was and i promise he will not hurt you." My dad says.

        He could see the hurt in my eyes, the confusion, the fear. 

       "Thank you dad." I say and just look down off the porch.  Now i know im going to have to bring all of this up Jacob. But how ?