Jacob And Renesmee Book 1

Chapter 11

      It wasn't who I was hoping it would be. But instead it was my dad.  I just looked at him and walked back to what I was doing in the first place. Just starring out my window. My dad seemed like he wanted to talk . But I was in no mood too. And I made that very clear in my mind .

             Instead he just put his hand on my shoulder , kissed my head and stood there and looked out the window with me . It was a moment I was thankful for. He was still there to help me threw all this but yet didn't intrude when he knew it wasnt the right time.

            The next morning i woke up feeling like i had hope. Actually.  I was proud if myself for feeling this way.  I was hoping to see Jacob today. But I didnt want to disappoint myself. So I made it clear to me that if he showed up or not i wouldnt get angry.

           I quickly ate something while u watched a little of tv . The house was unusually quite. I didnt see anyone or hear them. So I was just relaxing. For one moment out of my life I felt good and safe.  The show I was watching wasn't very interesting though. It was already on the tv when I sat down. Someone needs to learn how to shut the tv off when they are done watching. Probably uncle Emmett.

            I rinsed out the bowl of cearel when I was done. Leaving it in the sink unwashed but no milk or cearel left in it. I got dressed , changed . Did all the normal stuff you do to get your day started. By the time I was done with all of that,  still no word or sight of anyone here. Im starting to think that this is really strange.

             I considered calling Jacob,  but I brushed it off because if he really ment what he said and if he wanted to see me , he would show up here or call me his self. I quickly stopped think about it because I didn't want it to anger me. I told myself i wouldnt be upset.  I sat around alot thus day lonely and by myself.  Just let me tell you , it was not fun at all.  I felt a tad bit sad . Felt as if nobody wanted to be around me. That is not a good feeling. Usually if everyone else is gone aunt Alice or Rosalie will be here with me to entertain me. They all know i have no friends .

            I make my way on to the porch.  Just to get some fresh air and a different view other then all white walls with minimum decoratiins in them. I noticed there was a new swing on the porch. It was weird.  We never had one. I thought to myself that whoever bought this must have been thinking of me because this is my favorite place to hang out and I'm either standing or sitting in the steps.  This way i can be more comfy while I brain storm and dream of my oh so perfect life I wish to have one day.

              Suddenly out of the blue my phone rings.  At first I couldn't find it . I started to freak out a tad bit about it. But I remembered that I had set it on the ledge of the porch.  I grabbed it , and i looked down at the screen to read the name JACOB.  I thought great , I'm happy he made a wise decision.  I awnser it and say "hello"

       "Hey ness , like the present?" He said laughing a little . Not to much but not to little . 

         "This was from you?" I asked more as i knew it was for me but confused on who it was from .

         " yes, figured you could use it." He said. I could hear the smile creep up on his face threw the phone. It was cute but I didn't want to seem like i was really into him as much I thought I was. Well maybe,  I'm confused on how I really feel and i jumped into this to fast. Also right after he told me he left and i didn't see him about two days.  Which to me seems a little sketchy. Nobody else said anything though , so maybe he was out doing some important things.

         "Well thank you .  I love it " I said . I was smiling because of the amazing present that I received from my best friend . It was awkwardly silent for about two more minutes on the phone . Till he broke it.

           "I will be over later" he said and then just hung up. I didnt even have the chance to say goodbye either.