Jacob And Renesmee Book 1

Chapter 9

               Jacob and i were in love. Well at least i think so. Im hoping so. Things happened so fast , im confused. But one thing i know for sure is when i see him my heart beats a million miles per hour.  Isnt that what love does?

              Who am i kidding , i dont know the first thing about love. I just lnow that this is a normal friendship.  Well it definitely isnt now. Whats the next step though ?  Where do we go from here?

              I keep on asking myself the same questions over and over in my head. Its kind of chilly outside,  but my nice knitted sweater is doing the trick to keep me warmed up. I  dont know where Jacob went. Probably to do some werewolf shit. But who knows. 

            After that talk he said he had some things to do. Which i dont think that seems fair. How do you come over to someones house,  tell them some important imformation and then leave ? Seems a little off to me.

         I just keep telling myself that my thoughts are ridiculous and that i am over reacting.  Most of the time  i do over react. I get that from my mother my dad says.  But its hard to believe. My mother loves me very much , but she isnt around as much as my father.  I dont know if it has anything to do with her still kind of being a newborn or what not. But im very close with him. 

            My aunts and uncles use to tease me when i was younger because i would always follow my dad around and we would play piano together. Those were some good times.  To bad i didny get to enjoy them as long as i wished. But i still have forever with him. Thats all that matters to me anyways.

            Im sitting down on the step facing the field , my peripheral faced towards the woods. Pondering all these emotions and thoughts in my head. I hear my father coming out on to the porch.

           I turn around to make eye contact. I notice something isnt right. My father thinks hes good at hiding his emotions , but everyone clearly knows hes not.

              "Dad ? Are you okay ?" I say standing up now. He doesnt look good. Somethinf terrible has to be wrong. Something is going on.  But im not quit sure what . He just starring blankly into the woods. I turn my head to look .

             " No ness , dont look. Slowly walk in to the housr and get everyone." He says . As quite as he can  and not moving an inch or tsking his eyes off of the woods. 

        Im feeling lost right now. He isnt making any sincr what so ever . But i do as he tells me. I slowly slip into the door.  Not doing much  movement at all and nit making any noise. I immiteditaly start searching and searching all threw  the house . I can't seem to find anyone anywhere in this place. This house is big, but its not that big. You can simply find someone here .

               I go back down stairs to go tell my father i can't find anyone . But as soon as i go down stairs i see the vampire. The one guy who is on the hunt for me. I see him outside with mt family surrounding him.  This is not good . I hurry up and rush to hide in my room. Hoping that this will not be the end. This can not be happening . I start crying .

           I can see a littl bit of what ia goinf on outside threw my window. But im refusing myself to look.  Just incase he spots me hiding up here.  All i can think about in my head at this moment is where is jacob at ?