Jacob And Renesmee Book 1

Chapter 4

        Jacob walks up the porch and sits down on the step that I was just sitting on. He looks up at me and laughs.

      " Calm down." He says . Smiling. He must think scaring me is funny. I don't think it was very funny .

         I sit next to him. I wonder if he knows what's going on. What was in the woods. I'm not even sure something bad was following me. Or anything at all. But I needed to know. I figured if it was to dangerous my parents to would let me know. I just have this feeling something is happening , but they want to wait till the right time to fill me in.

       " Ness , how was your sleep?" He ask. It's not time for small talk and I don't intend on entertaining it. I look at him with a much annoyed look on my face. I believe he realizes it.
         " Not so well I take it" he says. I just look at him again. Get up and walk back in the house. I can feel and hear him following me. I know he's my best friend. But I just don't want to deal with small talk and acting as if nothing has even happened.

         " What's up with you?" He ask. I then turn around. I cross my arms and stand in a very serious Manor.

             " You should know Jacob. Everyone is hiding something from me. " I say very annoyed . I stare at him waiting for an answer but I receive none . All I get is a apologetic look. As if that's going to help my situation. Not entirely. I can't even really be mad at him for long. I'm really trying to pull it off or at least fake it.

          But whatever this feeling is between us , just won't let me. I know there is something else going on with me and Jacob. I just can't put it together.  I'm not even sure I'm ready to know yet.

        I walk away from him knowing I'm hardly mad anymore but that's the best way to play it off. He doesn't follow me this time. I'm so confused on everything in this family. So many secrets , so many new things happening all the time. My life feels like a fictional movie.

          I read for a few hours to calm my nerves down. That's the best and easiest way I know how to. I ger to go to another world and be somebody else. I enjoy it so much.

        After I am completely calmed down I go out of my room. I feel more relaxed. I decide why not spend sometime outside. It wouldn't hurt . At least I don't think or intend it too. I see nobody outside. It just seemed so peaceful . The forest kept drawing me in. I felt a need to go for another walk.

         My mind kept contemplating in wether I should or should not. But the force is almost to strong to ignore . I tie up my shoes. I don't know why I didn't before I came outside.

      I begin to walk across to the forest. I look around hesitantly just to make sure nobody was following me. I put one step at a time as I walk into the forest. I feel the need to go in deeper. I think for a moment that maybe I should turn around. But again the forces is to strong for me to not to do what it ask.

        I go deeper , I'm walking for about 20 minutes . All of a sudden I just stop. I'm at the same spot my mother was almost killed by Laurent at. I begin to feel terrified and my heart is racing. Fast and fatser as the seconds go by. I heard something running fast. I look around but I can't exactly see what it is .

      Then I hear someone talking , I turn around and see something. A vampire. One I have never met before . This can not be good. He is walking around me in cirlces slowly. I keep my eyes on him an begin to out myself in defense mode.

       He stops , he looks at me and then speaks... " Bella and Edwards daughter. I been waiting patiently to meet you. "