I was heading to the airport, back to my home in Seoul. I haven't been able to sleep much and Kim knew what was going on, she tried her best to cheer me up but couldn't. I kept my hat down, sunglasses up, and mask on to cover my tear-stained face. I miss him all I've been able to think about is what I did wrong.
"We are here" Kim spoke softly and I nodded slowly getting out of the car and making my way inside. My heart warmed as I saw fans screaming and waving at me, although there wasn't as much as last time I'm glad some still came. I waved at everyone even giving some hugs and finally got into the plane. I haven't texted the guys much mostly Suga, Jimin, and V. I can tell they are worried even Suga when he asks me how I'm doing and if I'm getting enough sleep or V calling me non stop and Jimin trying to pull jokes with me to make me smile. Jimin and V said they were taking me out to eat for dinner so I didn't have to cook and eat alone. At first, I said no but they were persistent so I agreed.
I looked around the plane just ready to get back and get everything over with. "Y/N you want some water?" I nodded and smiled at Kim who handed me a water bottle. "You doing anything when we get home?" I nodded staring at the bottle. "U-Um yeah actually Jimin and V are taking me out for dinner, and I think they said Suga and Jin are coming along as well" She nodded and I stayed quiet. "Well let's try to rest" I nodded and got out the neck pillow I got as a birthday present sent by yours truly, Min Yoongi.
Suga, Jin, V, and Jimin were the only ones that sent me birthday presents, and the rest but one sent me birthday cards. My heart stung at the thought of getting my birthday greetings from everyone but the one person I wanted to hear it from. A single tear slipped down my cheek and my chest tightened. I spent my birthday locked in a room crying for hours on end. That next day was when I was supposed to sing with Taeyang, but I was so tired and mentally exhausted that I almost collapsed on stage, but thanks to Kim who saw me she grabbed a stool and ran out there despite the fans being out there and able to see her.
I looked through my phone after I felt it vibrate multiple times. "Y/N! Excited for our dinner! Get home safe!", "Y/N!!! Hurry and get here I'm hungry", "Y/N! A cat kidnapped a mouse off the street you have to get here fast to save it!!!" I smiled at Vs text and decided to reply. "I'm excited too! And ew no! That means exercising" I sighed feeling my face go back into its emotionless expression.
This was mine and Jungkooks first fight...and it was a huge one, it probably ruined us. I called Amelia yesterday after V called explaining everything to her that has happened. She said that every couple fights, but that ours would be somewhat different kinds of fights because we are celebrities. Maybe she's right celebrity couples would fight over different things, but I don't want to be that "celebrity couple" I want to be a normal couple but I wanted to become a singer and dancer and this is what comes with it, I guess.
We made it to Seoul and once again left the plane, fans crowded around the exits screaming my name and waving. Before I had gotten off the plane I went a freshened up so I didn't have to wear my mask and sunglasses to cover my face. I smiled at everyone waving and saying hello. We got into the car and drove to the dorms where I lived and where someone else lived just across from me.
I stared up at the building turning to say bye to Kim. "Contact me if you need anything alright" she sounded like an older sister and it felt nice to have someone like that. During our trip, I finally found out she was 23 years old and I was shocked because she looked like she could be my age. I stepped into the quiet building heading to my home. Once I made it to the hallway I was hesitant to get closer. What if he's there? What if he's outside? I knew I wanted to see him but I was scared what if I see him and we get into a fight and officially break up?
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