It'll Be Our Secret

Soulmates

Camila's POV (lol, there's Smut)

What am I supposed to do?

I ran away from my friends.

Maybe I should just drive off of a bridge...

No. I shouldn't do that.

I sat on the end of the stiff hotel bed and cried.

I gripped the pillow as if it was Lauren's hand.

I miss her a lot... but she's better off without me.

I looked around the hotel room.

It's just a casual hotel room, with a small bathroom, obviously including a bed with a night stand.

The covers were brown and so was the carpet.

I grabbed my phone and scrolled through Tumblr, finding a few posts to like.

I liked posts that are sad, and made me feel less alone. It made me feel like other people understand.

I stopped thinking when I heard a knock on the door.

"Camila? Are you in there?"

I recognized the raspy voice speaking through the wooden door.

I went up to the door and opened it, to find a Lauren with tears in her eyes.

"Lauren? What are you doing her? And how did you find me?"

I let her in the musty hotel room and we both sat on the end of the bed.

"Um... I tracked your phone. I came to bring you back."

"You d-did?" Tears fell, staining my shirt.

"Yes... I'm falling in love with you Camila. I care about you. I didn't want to get hurt."

I hugged Lauren, and she kissed my forehead.

"I'm falling in love with you too." I whispered in her ear.

I sobbed into her shoulder for another 5 minutes, and we went to lie down on the bed.

"You know... I did get the hotel room for the night."

I smiled at Lauren as she leaned in for a kiss.

She paused to talk, "I know you did... but shouldn't we get back to the girls? They want to know if you are okay or not."

"We have plenty of time to tell them that."

I kissed her lips, which is something I'd been wanting to do for a while.

"Camila... we shouldn't do this now."

"Isn't it the perfect time to do it? It's not like we haven't before, and this time it will be different. You won't have to hold back from moaning my name."

I smirked as I watched her cheeks go pink.

She pushed our lips together in a second, and I changed the position, awkwardly.

"Is this ok? Me on top?"

She looked up at me with her green, dilated eyes.

"Yes."

I started to grind onto her hips and watched her take a shaky breath.